Chapter 725: Chapter 725: I Love You But I Always Hurt You
Soon, a bowl of beef noodles was served.
Staring at those noodles, Scarlet couldn’t help herself bursting into tears.
She raised her hand to wipe her tears away. But her face was already covered her tears. She suddenly realized she had been crying for a long time.
She lifted the chopsticks and started enjoying the noodles. She was not hungry. So she ate noodles so slowly. Finally, the noodles became a lump. She didn’t stop eating.
Jason...
She had a lot of words to tell him. He was not the only one suffering. I was also suffering from extreme pain.
It has been five years since they contacted each other last time. Scarlet thought she could forget him. No one around her in the company knew Jason. So they never talked about Jason with her.
She thought she already forgot him.
But when Edie mentioned him, she suddenly realized she was so painful. She never forgot him for even a moment.
She didn’t know she never forgot him. She just hid him deep inside her heart. She thought she could live a new life after doing so. She never expected that his name could still stir her feeling sharply.
She missed him. She missed him so much. She wanted to tell him a lot of things. But she couldn’t. So those words kept roaring out insides her. Finally, they burst out in the form of tears.
"Miss Yvette, the noodles were cold now. I can make you another bowl of noodles. For free."
"No. Thank you so much."
Scarlet lowered her head. She didn’t want anyone to see her face at the moment.
After eating all, she paid and left.
It was such a cold outside. A was located by the sea. The temperature was quite low.
When she stepped out of the restaurant, the cold wind blew into her black hair.
A small piece of snow fell in front of her.
She got it on her hand.
It was snowing outside.
She recalled what happened that year. It was also snowing that year. Jason asked her whether she was willing to get married to him.
Scarlet stood there and took a deep breath. Then she shouted in the air, "Jason, I love you. I would forget you."
Sorry.
I love you, but I always hurt you.
Sorry,
I love you, but I always try to forget you.
Tears poured out from her eyes. Scarlet crouched and buried her face into her knees.
***
At the moment, Edie was inside the car driving back to their house. Unexpectedly, it started snowing.
Edie immediately lowered down the window. As the cold wind blew inside the car, Edie chilled. She stretched her hands out to pick up a piece of snow.
Stuart parked and took a scarf out. Then he put the scarf on her neck. Edie felt quite warm immediately.
"Did you buy this?"
"Our mom," Stuart answered honestly.
"See? It is snowing. The first snow in A. The first winter we spent together in A."
"Yes. We would spend many winters together here."
"The snow is heavy. It must be thick tomorrow. I still remembered we piled snowmen last time we were here."
"We can do it again if you like."
"Last time, Scarlet was still dating Jason. Now they’ve been separating with each other for a long time." Edie looked lost.
"How is he now? I mean, Jason."
"He is traveling all around the world now."
"Has he met a new girl. Though Scarlet never told me about her feeling, I think she is still missing him."
Stuart rubbed her hair and said, "It is their relationship. They know how to deal with it. We don’t need to worry about them."
Hearing his words, Edie nodded helplessly. She had no other choice now.
Stuart started the engine and returned back home.
On their way back home, the snow seemed to be harder. On top of the car was covered with layers of white snow.
The sky got gray. But the light around the flat was turned on, brightening such a fantastic snowy landscape.
Edie asked Stuart, "What have you done today when I am out?"
Hearing her question, Stuart’s face changed. He answered in a depressed voice, "I...I realized I am unemployed."
"What?!!!!!"
Hearing his answer, Edie couldn’t help herself coughing out. She stared at him in astonishment and asked, "What are you talking about?"
"I lost my job. I am so bored today. I don’t have to deal with any business. The headquarter doesn’t need me anymore. I don’t have to go to work tomorrow. And you have gone out with your best friend, leaving me at home alone. I am so lonely."
Stuart approached Edie and said in a low profound deep voice.
Edie leaned backward immediately, "Don’t be nervous, okay. There are lots of people out there dreaming of such life."
Edie would never acknowledge she feel guilty for leaving Stuart alone.
"If you stay with me, of course, I would not worry about anything. But you leave me alone. I don’t like that."
Looking at Stuart’s black eyes, Edie felt more guilty. Stuart gave up his job for her. But she left him alone. She didn’t even consider his feeling.
"What have you done today?"
"Read books about photography."
"And?"
"Nothing else."
"..." so Stuart was reading all the time when she went out. He had nothing else to do.
"I’ve been missing you all the time. How are you going to make up for me?"
Stuart held his wait in his arms with his big hands. His lips approached her ears and said in a low tempting voice. His warm breath made her tremble.
Then his tongue entangled her lobule and got it into his month. Then he started gnawing her lobules.
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Was like a small current hitting through her body. Her brain kept droning. She could not think about anything else.
Before Edie realized what happened, she has been carried upstairs.
Stuart took everything on her off, including her scarf, her clothes, her quilt...
Everything.
It was the cost to leave Stuart alone at home.
The next morning, the snow outside was already so thick.
When Edie got up, Stuart already prepared all the clothes for her. She didn’t even need to raise her hands. He put her clothes on and hold her into the bathroom. Then he squeezed toothpaste for her. The toothbrush is electric. So Edie didn’t have to do anything.
"I think I’ve gotten some weight again," Edie said helplessly.
"Yes. I can feel it."
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Other men would never say this in front of their wives. They would say, "No. Impossible. You are as thin as before."
But Stuart never lied to her.
Stuart surrounded her waist with his arms and said, "But I like it. You can get more weight. It feels quite comfortable."
"I might be as fat as a pig."
"If so, you should appreciate me. That means I take good care of you."
After washing the face, they went downstairs together. No one made them breakfast. They all knew the kitchen was Stuart’s place.
When everyone had breakfast together, it looked so lively inside the house. After breakfast, two kids were playing in the yard.
Avan stood in the snow. Laty kept hitting him with a snowball. But he never fought back.
Laty doubled up with laughter.
"Avan, are you stupid?"
When hearing these words, Avan’s eyes changed immediately. He threw snow back directly towards Laty’s head all of a sudden.
This time, Laty got dumped.
Two kids got angry.
Bella was looking after these two kids. Edie could see the peace of life deep in her eyes.