Free Web NovelChapter 1131: Chapter 1128: Simplifying This Life
Perhaps this is the kind of life I truly want. As for what might happen in the future, those are matters for later. Right now, what we should do is simplify this life, and most importantly, live it well no matter what happens in the future.
For us, the future is distant, and what we should do now is live sincerely and earnestly, to make the most of each day. That’s the least regretful way to reward ourselves, isn’t it? He considered everything Candy had said to him, and he had some thoughts about it too.
That is, he should really follow Candy’s advice because Candy is truly important to him. He really likes her and will cherish her. He doesn’t want this feeling to change. No matter who he’s with, it’s all the same—what matters is that this feeling doesn’t change. Since this feeling won’t change, why live with someone else?
Living with Candy is comfortable and joyful, so why make structural changes? There’s really no need, because he feels this life is quite good. He doesn’t need anyone else with him, nor does he want to experience any complex emotions or changes. This is just fine. He hopes to always have a good feeling, and this feeling is what he thinks is best.
"Why? What are you saying? Hua Xiaomo, you really surprised me. Don’t you want to marry me? But I truly love you and Candy. You know I can’t live without you. Without you, I’d feel very miserable, and lose confidence in life, you know?"
"I really like you, Hua Xiaomo. Why say this now? It really hurts to hear. Did I do something wrong or badly? Please, think carefully. I don’t want you to make me feel so disappointed!"
"If you do, I’ll also feel very painful. I hope you can stand by my side. Can you please? Because I really love you and like you. I hope you don’t treat me this way. If you do, I’d feel very sad and hurt!"
"I really like you. You know I can’t be without you because I truly want to be with you. This feeling, I really don’t want it to change. You know how much I love you, how much I like you. This feeling won’t change!"
"Because I really can’t be without you. Because having you by my side gives me this sense of fulfillment and happiness. Without you, I’d really feel sad, painful, and unhappy. Besides, didn’t I already tell you that I want to be with you forever? So why have you suddenly changed?"
"This really confuses me, puzzles me, and makes me feel as if things can suddenly change. This feeling really makes me uncomfortable. I wish you’d stand by my side and do well, okay? I hope you can handle everything really well!"
"But I hope our idea of being together doesn’t change, okay? Because I really love you a lot, I really like you a lot, and I really can’t be without you, Hua Xiaomo. I hope you can understand me. Our being together is truly a beautiful feeling!"
"But why change it? This really makes me feel so painful and miserable. Please, Hua Xiaomo, I’m begging you to agree to marry me. I really will be good to you, will take good care of you. But I really don’t want you to lose faith in me. Losing faith, that’s what really makes me feel extremely sad and painful!" Zi Yunsui said, holding the phone, her eyes showing a painful concern.
Why did this change occur? This kind of ideological difference makes her feel very uncomfortable and painful. Why make her feel so uncomfortable and awkward?
He really doesn’t want this. He hopes to live with happiness and joy because life is always happy, always makes him feel very happy. She hopes life will be blessed, and he hopes life will be joyful.
So, he doesn’t want to experience any complex feelings that would make him feel painful. Besides, he hopes they both have a simple idea—that they will be together, and this feeling is truly valuable to him.
Moreover, he really likes Hua Xiaomo and Candy because this feeling is truly important to him, and preserving this love is necessary. He will never change this love inside because it will always be very important to him deeply. She won’t lose his love because she really likes him, and this love will always remain deeply in her heart and won’t change or be lost.
"My feelings are complicated now, Zi Yunsui. I hope you don’t pressure me, okay? Deep down, I really want all of us to be happy because this happiness belongs to you, to me, and to Candy. As for the changes to come."
"I can’t tell you right now but I hope we all maintain a calm perspective. Let me think it through, okay? Because I really feel very complicated. Besides, didn’t I tell you before, to have him introduce you, making you Candy’s father and having Candy call you dad?"
"But you haven’t realized this yet, right? Candy still can’t bring herself to call you dad."
