Free Web NovelChapter 1130: Chapter 1127: An Indescribable Sense of Distance
Actually, at this moment, he really wants to have a detailed conversation with Hua Xiaomo. However, he knows that a phone call would create an unspeakable barrier. Since they haven’t talked things over face-to-face in a way that feels direct, he still hopes that Hua Xiaomo will agree to register their marriage with him tomorrow.
They could then get married and truly become a family. This feeling is exactly what he needs and hopes for!
Hua Xiaomo doesn’t know what to say. She just feels that, often, things should happen naturally. Forcing someone to do something is not right. Moreover, the key thing is to figure things out for yourself and handle them perfectly.
Because often, she can’t do everything well. Deep down, she harbors feelings that others can’t reach. No matter what, she feels she should do the things she ought to do.
As long as she does what’s needed, how others handle things is their business. There’s no need to mind others’ affairs. The key is in living one’s own life vividly. Because of this vividness, there is a wonderful feeling to be had.
No matter what happens in the future, the most important thing is to do what you should do. You can manage other affairs or intervene appropriately, but not completely take over for someone else. Such an approach only drains you, making you feel pained and tired. Why do that?
Living in this world is mainly for oneself, not for others or any other feelings. That is not correct. And right now, Jing Xia’s marriage proposal caught him by surprise. He never makes a decision easily.
Or hastily involves himself in something and make decisions as such. To him, life is about feeling comfortable, experiencing joy and happiness. No matter what comes in the future, being at ease and comfortable is what counts. This is what should be.
"I haven’t quite thought about this yet. Actually, I feel we’re doing great now. Why go through a complicated structural change? It feels unsettling. Besides, don’t you think we are great together as we are?"
"We don’t want any changes. I feel good now and don’t want any more changes. Jing Xia, I wonder what you think? Do you agree with my current thoughts? Actually, I think we are fine as we are!"
"There’s no need to change anything for someone in particular; that’s unnecessary. From my perspective, the current situation is the best. I don’t want to make adjustments again. That would only drain myself emotionally."
"Besides, Candy might not accept it. And Candy hasn’t accepted you yet. I can’t say much, but I can’t ignore what the child might be thinking. Doing so would only confuse the child and cause distress, which would also make me feel sad."
"What’s most important is that I want the child to feel comfortable and happy. I also hope that often the child can be cheerful and joyful. If they are happy, it would truly be the greatest reward for me!"
"I truly hope the child can be happy and content. For me, I sincerely wish to always be with the child and avoid complicated changes, which would only bring pain to my heart. That’s not what I want to see or have!"
"Because what I want is always that peaceful feeling, which always resides deep within me, bringing immense joy and happiness. Doing what I love without worrying about others’ thoughts?"
"No need to care about what others think deep down; that’s my viewpoint. I don’t know if you agree with me, but that’s what I truly believe, and I don’t want to deal with others’ issues anymore!"
"I hope you can understand me. I solely wish to live well with my daughter, and that’s enough. I don’t want to make any more adjustments. I truly feel exhausted. Besides, I don’t want to worry about some issues anymore; such things are unnecessary," Hua Xiaomo said, with a gentle gaze. For some reason, she now feels especially tired, probably because, from her perspective, she really doesn’t want to make any more adjustments!
Perhaps before, she had the impulse to believe that being with Zi Yunsui could bring a new change to her life. But in her current view, everything lacks that passion. Maybe life should be simple and plain, without much fluctuation, avoiding inner turmoil—why bother?
The most important thing is the feeling within the soul—to be cheerful and at peace. That is best. Why complicate life? Such complexity is truly unnecessary, as he hopes life can be simple and centered around feeling comfortable with oneself without changes.
Changed lives aren’t necessarily the best. Besides, the current feeling isn’t too bad. Life goes on day by day, for better or worse. As long as you feel comfortable and happy in this current mood, life hasn’t let you down.
