Chapter 70: The Door
Emergency alliance meeting four hours after the probe attack because apparently nearly dying and discovering you’re the key to apocalypse required immediate discussion, and when I walked into the conference room every single person there looked at me like I was a bomb about to detonate.
Which, fair. I apparently was.
"Explain." Kael’s Alpha command filled the room. "How is she the door?"
Morgana pulled up research I’d never seen before—ancient prophecy, older than the verse about destroying darkness at the root, original text that made my stomach drop.
"The full prophecy has three verses." Her voice was grim. "We only knew two. The third was hidden. Sealed. It says: ’The shadowed blood will bind the beasts or break them. But binding is not ending. The Queen must choose—destroy the darkness at the root or watch it grow eternal. And when the Queen stands at the threshold between all states, the door will open and darkness will have its key.’"
When the Queen stands at the threshold between all states. Hybrid magic. Wolf and vampire. Life and death. Contradiction made manifest.
I was the threshold. The space between. The door.
"The Root needs hybrid magic to break through fully." Morgana continued. "Cassia discovered this. That’s why she summoned demons—to kill any hybrid who emerged before The Root could use them. She failed. You’re the first hybrid to survive to adulthood in three hundred years."
The first hybrid to survive. Because Cassia had been killing us. Protecting reality by murdering children who carried the key.
"The Fae knew." Draven’s voice was ice. "That’s why they offered alliance. Why they demanded fealty. They needed the hybrid bound so she couldn’t refuse when The Root emerged."
The Fae knew. They’d known I was the door and they’d bound me anyway.
Or—worse. They’d bound me because I was the door.
"They’re going to force me to open it." The realization hit like physical impact. "When The Root comes. The fealty oath will compel me to obey and they’ll command me to—" I couldn’t finish.
To be the door. To let The Root through. To end everything.
"We break the oath." Thorne’s voice was flat. Final. "Now. Before they can use it."
"We can’t." Riven had researched this for days. "Fealty oaths can only be broken by death or release. The Fae won’t release her. And if we kill her—"
If they killed me, The Root lost its door but we lost our only weapon against it. Assuming I was actually a weapon and not just a key.
"There has to be another way." Marcus was pacing. "Some loophole. Some—"
"There isn’t." Eirlys’s voice came from the doorway and everyone turned to find them standing there with that same sharp smile. "The oath is absolute. When The Root emerges, we will command the Hybrid Queen to open the door. She will obey. The Root will enter fully. And then—" They paused. "Then we will close it with her inside."
Close it with me inside. Trap me with The Root on the other side of reality.
"You’re sacrificing her." Kael’s voice was hollow. "This was always the plan. Bind her. Force her to be the door. Seal The Root away with her as the lock."
"It is the only way to contain The Root permanently." Eirlys’s voice was matter-of-fact. "The Hybrid Queen is the door and the lock. She opens the way. She seals it closed. She remains trapped with The Root for eternity. Reality is saved. She is lost. These are acceptable terms."
Acceptable terms. My life traded for reality’s survival.
"No." Four voices through the bonds. Four denials that fractured the space between us.
"You cannot refuse." Eirlys looked directly at me. "The oath compels. When we command you to open the door, you will open it. When we command you to seal yourself inside, you will obey. There is no escape. No loophole. No salvation. You agreed to this when you swore fealty."
I agreed to this. Except I’d thought I was agreeing to fight The Root, not become its eternal prison.
"How long?" My voice came out smaller than I wanted. "How long until The Root emerges?"
"Hours." Eirlys pulled up readings that made no sense. "The probe was final reconnaissance. The Root knows where you are. Knows you’re ready. It’s beginning emergence now. By dawn it will breach fully. And you will open the door because we command it."
By dawn. I had hours until I became the door. Until I was sealed away with primordial darkness for eternity.
Hours to say goodbye to my mates. To the alliance. To everything.
"There has to be—" Riven started but Eirlys cut him off.
"There is no alternative. This is why the Seelie Court spent centuries searching for a hybrid. Why we monitored your development. Why we offered alliance. You are the solution to The Root. The only solution. And the solution requires your sacrifice."
My sacrifice. Right. Always came back to that.
Through the bonds I felt Kael’s rage breaking into something that might destroy him. Felt Riven’s strategic mind shattering trying to find escape routes that didn’t exist. Felt Thorne’s feral control slipping toward violence. Felt Draven’s clinical detachment cracking.
The mate bonds were fracturing under the weight of losing me.
And I couldn’t even refuse. Couldn’t even fight it. The oath would compel me to open the door. To seal myself inside. To trap myself with The Root forever. freēwēbηovel.c૦m
"Prepare yourselves." Eirlys moved toward the exit. "At dawn, the Hybrid Queen fulfills her purpose. Say your goodbyes now. You will not see her again after."
They left and the silence that followed was so complete I could hear my own heartbeat trying to escape through my throat.
"No." Kael’s voice broke. "We’re not—there has to be—"
"There isn’t." I cut him off because someone had to say it. "They’re right. I’m the only door. The only lock. If sacrificing me saves everyone else—" I had to stop because my voice was breaking. "That’s the job. That’s what being Hybrid Queen means."
What being Hybrid Queen means. Sacrifice. Loss. Ending.
"We’ll find another way." Riven’s voice was desperate. "We have hours. We can—"
But we all knew there wasn’t another way.
The Root was coming. I was the door. The oath would compel me to open it.
And by dawn I’d be gone. Sealed away with ancient evil for eternity.
Assuming eternity was long enough to hold it.
Through the bonds I felt my mates breaking and there was nothing I could do to stop it.
Nothing except say goodbye.
And try to memorize what it felt like to be loved.
Before I became the door.