Free Web NovelChapter 157: Hurtful Argument
“Ren...I’m cumming...” I whimpered in a hoarse voice just when my orgasm arrived.
By the time that I recovered from my climax, Ren had reached his. With a few hard and deep thrusts, he finally came inside of me. I had already lost count of the times that he planted his seed inside of me like this, I thought to myself as I felt the heat of his release fill me up once again. My mind was hazy, and my body felt heavy from the sex that we just had.
Sighing from the pleasure and exhaustion, I waited for Ren to finish shooting his seed inside of my womb. Spurt after spurt he filled me with his seed. My pussy clenched around his cock as if milking him of every last drop of his love juice. He came into me twice that night and I had never felt so full of him before in my life.
I was panting hard, trying to catch my breath when Ren slowly removed his dick from my pussy hole. Just like last night, he held my leg up to keep his seed from pouring out of my hole. By that time, I had lost all energy to resist or complain. There was nothing I could do but leave it to the heavens to decide if Ren and I are fated to have a child together or not.
“Why do you want a child...all of a sudden...?” I couldn’t help asking.
Perhaps it was the fact that I knew that I had nothing to lose anymore, or it was my dizzy and hazy head that gave me stupid courage, I didn’t know. However, those words had left my lips anyways and I couldn’t take them back.
“What about you? You don’t want to have my child, but you let me take you over and over again...” Ren replied as he lay next to me on the bed.
How did he know?
“How do you...” I began asking but Ren completed my question for me.
“How do I know? I heard you...when you were talking to the doctor,” Ren replied without emotions.
Oh...he heard that conversation?
While I was still reeling from shock, Ren got up from the bed before I could say anything. I watched silently as he picked up his robe and slipped it on. There were many things that I wanted to explain but I didn’t know what to say about my thoughts on having his child. It was true that I had that conversation with the doctor because I didn’t want to have his child...or anyone’s child for that matter. That was the truth...and I couldn’t say it to Ren’s face.
I looked down at the bedsheet as my tears dripped down on it. The sound of the door opening and then closing told me that Ren had left the room. My hands instinctively clutched at my still-flat stomach as the wetness in between my legs reminded me of the possibility that I could be with child. Fear took over me immediately and my body began to tremble. My lips trembled so badly that my teeth clattered. ƒгeewёbnovel.com
If I got pregnant now, how would Ren feel towards our child? Would our child be loved at all?
I cried and prayed so hard that night until I fell asleep unknowingly. In all my life, I had never prayed that hard before. I pray again and again that I would not conceive. I prayed that no unlucky soul would be born into an unlucky child without love. freewebnovёl.ƈom
I was alone and I was so scared. I have never felt that scared before in my entire life.
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The next day was an almost exact repeat of the day before. I woke up with a massive headache and found that I was alone in the room. That made sense since Ren left the night before. I slept alone and woke up alone. My eyes hurt and felt very swollen from all the crying that I did last night. One look in the mirror confirmed that my eyes and lips were swollen. The bags under my eyes were bigger and darker than yesterday.
Sighing loudly, I got off the bed. My legs felt weak, and my pussy felt sore. Every step was an effort. I was quite sure that the door was locked but decided to try my luck anyways. It was locked. Even though I had expected it to be, I was disappointed, nonetheless. This time, I didn’t even bother making a fuss about it. Silently, I withdrew deeper into the room.
Although I was not in the mood, I managed to drag myself through the shower and dressed up decently enough to not shame my ancestors. I spent the whole day doing absolutely nothing as I waited for all my braincells to rot. The more I thought about Ren, the more confused and frustrated I became. I knew that he would be back...and that he would seduce me again.
Tapping my fingers on the wooden table, I tried to focus on how to talk things out properly with Ren. It was so difficult because he just wouldn’t listen to anything that I had to say. It was partly my fault too for not being straight forward with him. I was biting on my nails before I knew it. It was hard to say the things that I needed to say. Next, I was pulling on my hair in frustration. I was mad at him, but I was angrier at myself.
I had no clue about the time until the maids came in to serve me lunch. That was when I knew that it was already midday. I opened my mouth to ask them where Ren was but then figured that they wouldn’t have any clue. All I needed to do was wait until sunset. He would be back around that time anyways.
The food tasted horrible. It was oily, tasteless and had a pungent smell. It was probably my mood that made the food taste and smell the way it did. I spat out the mouthful that I was chewing and refused to eat anymore. How long...will I be stuck here?
--To be continued...
