Free Web NovelChapter 158: Just love me
Seoha’s POV
I was rehearsing how I’ll tell the alpha that my best friend and I will be occupying his home for a while.
My hands were in front of me, mimicking the stance I would talk to Kang Taesan in.
I had just taken my seat on the bed when the door is opened and Taesan comes in.
He looks like he was fighting demons on his way here.
His eyes are stormy, dark and possessed like a predator looking for its prey in the wild.
Except there is no predator, there is no prey, it’s just me and him, the tiger and the deer.
"Alpha" I whisper the title, and without wasting any second at the door, he storms into the room and takes me in his arms.
Taesan’s big frame swallows me up, and he tilts my head up, kissing me deeply like his life depends on it.
I gasp at the unexpected act, fingers grabbing his suit for balance, and body giving in to what he wants.
It’s just how we are supposed to be, fated to each other by the moon goddess for a reason.
Courting can wait; my mate wants me.
He leans down, supporting my body with his hand at the back of my neck, holding me up and keeping steady.
"Hmm" I moan as his tongue slides into my mouth, hot and thick, stealing my breath and reminding me of how much I miss him.
I can feel his alpha through our bond, and he doesn’t feel aroused, he feels like he needs comfort.
Like he just needs me.
A small whine slips out of my mouth and dies in Taesan’s mouth, and the alpha breaks the kiss, bringing his nose down to my neck.
"Scent me" he murmurs and I obey.
I tilt my head to the side, giving him access to my scent gland, and the alpha doesn’t waste any time before he starts to breathe me in.
I smell like vanilla with a hint of musk, how much I want him is evident, my omega is eager to please.
The press of his nose against the sensitive spot makes me moan weakly, fingers clutching his hair.
My scent starts to fill the room, and the alpha suddenly lifts me off the floor, carrying my lithe body to the bed.
He drops me on it, growing as he falls on it with me under him.
The captain carefully holds himself above my body, staring down at my face like he’s looking for something, and I keep my eyes on him.
"Taesan" I whisper and he whimpers...Kang Taesan whimpers above me before diving down.
My breath catches in my throat at our position and at the hunger in his whimper.
He laps at my scent gland, licking off the sweat and the oil he coaxed out of me, pressing soft kisses on my already sensitive scent gland.
My vanilla scent flares, mixing the smell of my arousal, I am starting to slick, cock hard and straining in my pants.
"Goddess" I whine as he rolls his hips into mine, making me feel just how hard he also is for me.
"Seoha, my omega, are you listening?" he asks breathlessly and I nod, eyes wide at the feeling of his tongue on me, making me feel like this is heaven.
When last did I feel like this? Is this heaven?
"I love you" Taesan whispers.
What?
My body freezes under him, and I know he noticed with how he lifts his head to look at me again.
He looks every bit like the rough and harsh man I met at the hotel; he hasn’t softened, he just let me into his walls.
"What?" I whisper in surprise.
"Shin Seoha...I love you, I’m in love with you" he says in a softer but deep voice, and I feel tears well up in my eyes.
This man once told me that I wasn’t his type, the same man is saying he loves me now.
I trace his cheeks with my finger in disbelief, I’ve always known he loves me...but hearing him say it...
Hearing him admit it is making my heart race a hundred times faster, not out of fear, but out of love.
Our arousal and lust have been put on hold, I can still feel his hard cock against me, but his confession is heavier.
He loves me.
"I love you too" I whisper and he groans before pressing a kiss to my mouth, hand sliding down my sides.
He moves his hands like he’s trying to make sure I stay right there; doesn’t he know that I will chain myself to him I have to?
"Fuck, I want you forever" he says when he breaks the kiss, his wide hands are around my waist, and I open my legs to accommodate him better.
He presses closer, putting pressure on my swollen cock, sending bolts of lightning through my body.
"You have me" I say with a cracked voice and he growls.
He sounds menacing but the way he kisses my cheek is gentle.
"I have you, I have you forever, right? Forever?" he asks, sounding less human, like he’s slipping under something.
Like the demons he is fighting against are starting to push themselves to the surface.
"F-forever" I gasp when his teeth scrape my pulse point, sharp and teasing, like he’s aching to bite me again.
The alpha squeezes my waist harder before he goes completely still on my body.
"Fuck" he says, shaking his head.
"Fuck" he whispers again as he pulls away from me, he looks daunted by his own action.
"I’m- fuck- I shouldn’t have touched you like this" he says, but before he can try to get up, I wrap my arms around his neck and pull him down on me.
"I want you to be with me like this" I say, hiding my face away in shyness, and the alpha presses a kiss against my skin again.
The number of kisses he has given me makes me feel relevant, like a cherished omega man.
We stay quiet like that for some seconds, maybe it is because we spent the night together, but it feels natural.
He eventually sighs and changes our position, letting my body rest on his so that I use him like a mattress.
"Better?" the alpha asks and I hum in agreement, "good" he mutters.
"Did something happen?" I dare to ask and he stiffens again like I touched a nerve.
"You don’t have to tell me..." I whisper and he breathes out against my neck, sending shivers down my body.
"My grandfather..." he starts and it’s my turn to go stiff as I remember what I experienced with the man.
Grandfather Kang is not human.
I am convinced that he is a real monster in a human’s body, he doesn’t even try to pretend that he’s a beast.
"Are you okay?" Taesan asks me and I blink rapidly, trying to get rid of the image stuck in my head. freeweɓnovēl.coɱ
He beat his own grandson half to death, videoed it with the most gleeful smile on his face.
He kidnapped his own great-granddaughter, playing about her while using her mother.
He also took and broke my mother’s guitar, using a human’s life to gain an inanimate object.
I suddenly remember last night, when Taesan came to me covered in blood, and eyes filled with darkness.
"Was he...was he the one you visited last night?" I ask carefully and Taesan replies with a heavy sigh.
"Are you okay?" he asks the question like I’m more important than he is.
"I’m okay, I’m just..." I pause, Adam apple bobbing with nervousness.
That man makes me feel sick, everything about him disgusts me, I feel bad for Taesan for being the one to take the brunt of it all.
"I’m sorry you have to go through this" I say and he chuckles, low and deep, letting his hand slide down to my lower back.
He rests it right above my ass but doesn’t do anything else.
Our hard cocks are already soft, and my heart is even softer for the man I’m lying on.
"Don’t be sorry for me" he says.
"Just love me" he adds and my omega howls with bittersweet pride; it took us so much rejection and tears to get here.
Taesan, the tiger mountain, the man my heart has chosen, the alpha that my omega has submitted to.
"I do love you, I just hurt for you" I pout.
"It is what I’m born into" he says and I shake my head, hating how true his words are.
"We will find a way out, we have to" I say.
My words are empty.
I have nothing to offer that will successfully end this...maybe Hanbin would know something?
Since he claims to be my older brother who cares about me, I have to talk to him to help.
"I have a plan" Taesan says quietly, and I hum, encouraging him to speak.
"I will quit the underworld" he says.
