You Are Mine (English)

Chapter 759: Chapter 759: Decided To Change

"Actually, I don’t blame you at all. This might be our fate," Marina said and smiled brightly and purely.

"Though I’ve become ugly, I feel more confident now. I never dared to smile or stare at you directly before. But I could do this now. Besides, you’ve found the girl you loved, haven’t you?

When hearing her last sentence, Stuart’s face changed immediately.

"I am sorry."

Stuart said in a guilty voice.

"Why?"

"Because, though you’ve come back to me, I could not love you anymore."

When it came to love, Stuart was never able to lie to anyone. Though he was so straight, Marina liked it. Because it was the best way to express myself in a romantic relationship. Edie Lara was enough for him. He would not fall in love with anyone else. He didn’t want to fall in love with anyone else.

Marina thought she had already accepted this. She had nothing to be upset about. But when Stuart said those words out, she suddenly felt heartbroken, as if a sharp needle was deeply inserted into her heart. It was so painful.

She lowered her head to hide her embarrassment and raised the corner of her mouth.

Then she answered in a clear and cold voice, "I know."

"So, I am sorry."

"Then...if nothing happens to me that year, would you get married to me?" she said with expectation.

Hearing these words, Stuart fell into silence for several minutes. He reminded Edie’s little face and her smart and pure eyes shining with light. Edie was never afraid of him. She was never scared of him. She already looked directly into his eyes. Perhaps it was because he was always so soft and gentle in front of her. Others were all frightened by him. But Edie was so different. She was never frightened by him. On the contrary, she always asked him to do all kinds of trifles for her. So naughty. freewebnovёl.ƈom

But...

If Marina stayed with him all the time...

Stuart made a bitter smile at the corner of his mouth and said in a slight voice, "I think I might hurt you. I might still choose to get married to Edie. I am so glad that I met her. I feel I am really, really lucky. No matter who I met before I met her, I would choose to get married to her at the end."

Hearing these words, Marina smiled with tears pouring out from her eyes and said, "Sir, you’ve changed a lot. You would never say these words to me. Actually, you never love me, right? I know it. But I still believed we would get married before because I am the only one that could approach you. So I am the only choice for you when you want to get married. Therefore, I decided to wait for you. But I never expected....."

Stuart didn’t want to give Marina any hope. This was brutal kindness.

"I don’t know how to explain. At the moment I met Edie, I decided to get married," Stuart knew these words sounded brutal for Marina, but he still wanted to tell her.

"Thank you for your honesty. I also want to be frank with you. I’ve been suffering for such a long time not only because of you but also because of my sister. Without her, I would not struggle to survive. Therefore, you don’t need to feel guilty. I don’t want you to blame yourself for such a small thing. You should concentrate on loving your wife."

Marina said in a serious tone. At the moment, she looked as serious as Stuart.

"This is my fault. You don’t need to comfort me. I would make up for you. I would take time to make up for you."

"Okay, make up for me if you survive this time.

Marina said directly.

Then she passed him the clothes, as she’s done for so many times long ago.

But then she wanted to help him. Stuart stopped her this time.

"I can do it myself."

Hearing these words, Marina realized the distance between them.

Stuart didn’t mean to hurt Marina’s feelings. He also knew what an asshole he was at this moment. But it was his misunderstanding of love that gave Marina hope and threw her into danger. Now the woman was immersed in deep desperation now because of him. He would never let that happen again.

However...

Guilty was not loved.

The only woman he loved this year was Edie Lara. If he failed to distinguish guilty from love again, he would be a big asshole for two girls. It was irresponsible for both Edie and Marina.

Compared with that, Stuart preferred to be cold and indifferent at the moment.

Hearing his words, Marina’s fingers trembled slightly. She also realized it was indeed improper for her to help him. Therefore, she passed his clothes and said, "the party would begin soon. Please come on time when you get ready. I should leave now."

Then, she turned around and left. It was not necessary for her to stay there now.

"Okay," Stuart nodded and answered.

Marina tumbled towards the door and stopped. "Sir, do you understand love now?"

Love...

It was such a big word. What was love?

Hearing Marina’s question, Stuart froze suddenly. He reminded Edie Lara.

Then he raised a warm smile at the corner of his mouth and answered, "Perhaps, it is wasting the rest of your life with her." ƒrēewebnoѵёl.cσm

"Is it your love? Would you mind telling me more? I am....really curious about you love." Marina asked.

"I would miss her, and even she stays with me. I would miss her so much. When she left, I would feel so empty. I would check the time so frequently, wondering when I could go back to her. At night, she would wait for me in the living room. Every time I go back home, I would get her hug and smile. So warm. Though I am not hungry at all, I still want to eat something with her. When we sleep together at night, she would cuddle in a heap and hide in my arms. That might be the happiest moment in my life."

Hearing these words, Marina was a little surprised.

"I thought your love must be so splendid. I never expected...it would be so ordinary...." this indeed was surprising.

"I so dumb. I don’t know anything about romance. So I can give her nothing but the most ordinary stuff."

Stuart said and smiled. He also felt guilty to Edie because he hasn’t been able to give her the best. If he still had more time, he would try to do better and better.

"If Edie knew this, she would be satisfied with you. You don’t have to be too harsh on yourself."

Marina said.

But Stuart shook his head slightly.

"She would never be satisfied. No girl would be satisfied with her man. She always wants better and better. She doesn’t like my coldness and indifference. She doesn’t like that I always make others embarrassed. She doesn’t like my poker face. That made me look so brutal. She doesn’t like to eat take-out food all the time. Maybe, it is because of her that I decide to change myself."