Chapter 753: Chapter 753: Don’t Give Up
Edie didn’t make any sound. She felt so bitter at the throat. She felt so painful.
Hearing these words, Stuart placed his hands on her small hands to protect her from the coldness.
Then he opened his mouth and said with determination,
"Yes, indeed, it is so dangerous. But I won’t let you die. Never."
These words.
Were the most brutal words for Edie.
Stuart said he would not let her die.
So... he would die.
Edie’s heart started aching so hard that she felt it so difficult to breathe.
After quite a while, she managed to say words, "So....you are going to sacrifice yourself, right? Don’t lie to me. Don’t hide this from me. Don’t comfort me. I should prepare for this. If you really leave me alone, what should I do? I should prepare for this."
She said in a hoarse voice. The cold wind blew into her throat like hundreds of thousands of sharp needles inserting into her throat.
Stuart wanted to turn around to wipe her tears. But Edie refused him.
She didn’t allow him to turn around. She didn’t want him to see her like this.
"Stuart, answer my question."
Stuart finally gave up. Then he answered in a cold and indifferent voice next to Edie’s ears.
"Yes, I might die."
"Might?"
"More than fifty percent."
Stuart said word by word. His voice gradually faded out in the cold wind.
Stuart really didn’t want to tell Edie it was eighty percent that he would die. He didn’t want her to break down at the moment. This small woman was the most precious thing for him. He’s been taking care of her for such a long time. He didn’t want her to cry for him.
Edie buried her face on his back. Tears kept pouring down from her eyes.
She was a woman. When hearing her husband might die for her, she naturally would cry. Otherwise, even she would suspect whether she was a robot or not.
But, she didn’t want Stuart to see this.
If he really died, Edie would still be strong, as usual.
"Stuart...listen to me."
Edie tried the best to stop crying and said word by word determinedly. "From now on, listen to me carefully. If you die, I will not cry. I would not cry at your funeral or in front of your grave. I would be strong. I would live a life with Laity."
"Besides, I can promise to you, and I would not fall in love with other men after you die. I would not show my weakness to other men. I would not attract other men like a woman. I would not ask for others’ help...after you die, I would be the most important one in our family. No matter what happened, I would handle it. I would try my best to solve all problems. You don’t have to worry about our daughter or me. I would bring her up. Though I really want to die with you."
This was the first time for Edie to show her strength in front of Stuart.
Even she couldn’t believe what she said just now.
Suddenly, she realized she really needed to be strong if Stuart really left her alone.
But she knew clearly she would be extremely painful if Stuart really left. Now she just experienced one percent of the pain.
It was also the first time for Stuart to hear these words from Edie.
He was shocked and heart-broken.
His wife told him that she would be strong after he left her. She would not fall in love with other men. She would be the support of the family. She would support the whole family.
Stuart didn’t turn around. He thought he could handle this. But...after hearing those words from Edie, he suddenly broke down.
Tears poured out from his black eyes.
He held Edie’s hands tightly. He didn’t turn around because he didn’t want her to see his tears.
"Edie, if I die, please find another man."
"Asshole."
Edie shouted out angrily, staring at the man’s back with eyes filled with tears.
"If...I die, I want you to find another woman, would you agree?"
"No, "Stuart said word by word with determination.
"Then, why do you ask me to find another man? Do you think I love you less than you love me?"
"Silly girl. It is not the right time to talk about this. I know you love me deeply, but... I am a man. You are a woman. I can take care of myself. But, if you have to take care of yourself, I would feel guilty."
He chided all tears deep in his eyes and turned around slowly, holding Edie’s hands tightly.
Edie’s face has been covered with her tears.
Stuart wiped her tears away carefully. But tears kept pouring out of Edie’s eyes. He could not wipe it all away.
Suddenly, Edie grabbed his hands and bit his hands hard.
It was so hard.
Stuart’s hands started bleeding.
Her lips were also covered with his blood.
At the moment, she looked more energetic.
Stuart looked at her in shock, as if he didn’t feel the pain. Deep in his eyes were his love for her.
Edie widened her beautiful eyes and fixed her eyes on him, "Stuart, don’t apply that stupid logic on me. I can live a good life during those five years. I can still live a good life without a man. I have only one husband, and it is you. I would find you in the next life. Wait for me. I would find you following this dental imprint. Baby, don’t forget me."
"Idiot."
Stuart felt so heart-broken for his little wife. He held her small face and said seriously, "Okay, I promise. If we could not stay together now, we can find each other in the next life. I am so smart; I would find you."
"Yes."
Edie nodded firmly, and then she held him into her arms tightly. She put her ears against his warm chest, hearing his strong heart beating. Finally, she said, "Stuart, promise to me. Try the best to survive if it is possible. Never give up till the last moment, for me, for Laty, for our mother, for Aaron, for everyone that cares about you. Don’t give up. Please."
"Okay, I would not give up. I promise."
Stuart said in a sincere voice, giving her the last hope.
But he thought it was impossible for him to survive this time.
But he didn’t want to let her down. He also wanted to encourage himself. That would make him feel less lonely.
"If I left, take good care of yourself and our daughter. Since you’ve promised me you won’t cry for me, don’t get up in the middle of the night to cook noodles and pour them into the trash bin and cry in front of the trash bin, okay? Don’t sleep alone. Sleep with our daughter. I am afraid that you might dream of me again. You might cry out again. Don’t go to those places we’ve been to before. There are lots of other places. =You would find a place to forget me."
"Stuart, you don’t even give me the chance to miss you," Edie bite her lips and stares at Stuart in astonishment.
"I want to give you a chance. But I couldn’t. I want you to have a happy life. Don’t come to me in advance. I allow you to die naturally. Don’t do anything to hurt yourself. Understand?"
Hearing these words, Edie burst into tears again.
His words, like the softest knife, deeply inserted into her heart.
Though she couldn’t see any wound, she felt deeply injured.
She was so painful that she couldn’t speak. She just hugged the man in front of her tightly, crying in his arms.
Stuart rubbed her beautiful hair gently. fɾeewebnoveℓ.co๓
He didn’t know how to comfort others. All he could do was to rub the hair. He applied this only to Edie. The only girl he wanted to protect in this life.
But he still thought it was not enough. He should have done more for her.
Meeting with Edie Lara was the best thing for him. He felt so satisfied,
As time went by, they still held each other in arms tightly.
But neither of them could fall asleep tonight.