Chapter 120: A man with feelings
For a second, Li Jun was in disbelief. He looked at Yu Wen’s chest with a dazed look in his eyes. His breath caught in his throat, and when he felt Yu Wen’s hand on his back, he stiffened.
He bit his lower lip, his fingers twitching as though groping the man’s pectoral muscles. He was entranced by the intoxicating scent emanating from Yu Wen. In this current state, he just might do anything Yu Wen asked him to, like a marionette under his full control.
Yu Wen’s heart was pounding in his ears as he stared at the man in his arms. He wanted to reach out and stroke his hair gently and kiss his lips, but recalling his mother’s fourth lesson on the art of pulling away, he clenched his fist and asked, "How long are you going to stay like this?"
The spell that Li Jun was under finally broke. With an apologetic smile, he tried to get off of him, but because he was a little panicked, he fondled and groped his pecs a couple of times. Yu Wen pursed his lips and just watched him stumble and fumble. It was quite fascinating to see him panicked like that.
Li Jun, while hastily moving away, suddenly touched Yu Wen’s crotch. Yu Wen’s eyes, which were staring at him with amusement, suddenly darkened. This had to be on purpose, right? Li Jun must have been doing all of this on purpose otherwise, how else could he explain this behavior?
Yu Wen gripped his wrist, and their eyes met. Li Jun couldn’t breathe for a second. His throat felt very dry. He swallowed his saliva as though trying to moisten his throat, but it was pointless. What he was thirsty for wasn’t water but someone.
Seeing that dazed look on Li Jun’s face, Yu Wen couldn’t think straight for a moment. In his eyes, the man looked like he wanted to be bullied, and Yu Wen wanted to bully him. He wanted to bully him to tears. He could do that, but the only way this was going to work was if Li Jun came to him. He wanted Li Jun to want him. He wanted Li Jun to make the first move.
But god, it was hard. It was so fucking hard to restrain himself. He couldn’t let Li Jun go without teaching him a lesson, so he pulled him close and whispered, "If you keep this up, I might misunderstand. I am still a man... a man with feelings."
After saying that, he let Li Jun go and went back to work. Li Jun crossed his legs and looked outside the window. He was staring dazedly at the desert landscape, but in truth, he was trying to calm down. The way Yu Wen whispered in his ear just now, it was so erotic that it made his entire body burn up.
The way he said, "I am still a man with feelings," made Li Jun’s spine tingle. It was so incredibly hot that his dick was threatening to get hard. Just thinking about it made him feel even hotter. He bit his lower lip, the pain calming the storm down.
Li Jun closed his eyes, taking deep breaths. He felt like he couldn’t do this anymore. It had been long since the last time they did it, and the closer he was to Yu Wen, the more he yearned to do it again.
He never thought he would be this charged about someone. To deal with his needs, he would use his hands and end it at that. But after rolling in between the sheets with Yu Wen, he found that his hands weren’t enough anymore. Sure, he could find someone else to scratch his itch, but they weren’t attractive enough for him.
The only person who could get him going was sitting right beside him. "Fuck," he swore internally.
"Don’t bite yourself," Yu Wen suddenly said. He had just been trying to distract himself with work when he saw that Li Jun was biting his lip. He wanted to reach over and pry his teeth from his mouth, but he stopped himself in time.
Li Jun stopped biting his lip and turned to look at him. Yu Wen smirked and said, "Are you going to give it back to me or not?"
"Give back what?" Li Jun asked, but he knew what he was talking about. While he was fumbling about, groping and touching, he took the opportunity to steal the pendant. He thought Yu Wen wouldn’t notice, but he did the second it was taken. But at the time, Yu Wen’s priorities were a little skewered.
Yu Wen said, "Don’t act dumb."
Li Jun smiled and said, "Can’t you give it to me. I quite like it... It’s very pretty." He took it out of his pocket and dangled it in front of Yu Wen.
"I can’t. Didn’t I tell you that this belongs to someone special?" Yu Wen replied, trying to see Li Jun’s reaction. Li Jun’s brow arched.
He sneered internally before saying, "Girlfriend?"
Yu Wen pursed his lips, his mind blank for a second. He took it from him and said, "No... It’s from someone who saved me. I didn’t remember anything, and I was led to believe that it was someone else who saved me, not him. For years I hated him... and made him miserable."
He sighed, trying to stop himself from breaking down. He had long wanted to say all of these things to him, but the last time he spoke to Li Jun, their emotions were high. Thus, he didn’t get to apologize clearly.
This situation wasn’t ideal, but he still took the opportunity to say his true feelings. "When I realized the truth, it was already too late... I don’t know if he would ever forgive me."
Li Jun’s chest tightened hearing him say that. He met his gaze, and they stared at each other for a second. Li Jun clenched his jaw before looking away. He felt intense emotions that couldn’t be contained. If he kept staring at Yu Wen, he might expose himself.
He cleared his throat and asked, "If he were here, what would you like to say to him?"