Free Web NovelChapter 821: Chapter 821: I Will Make You Wish You Were Dead!
Xia Ji’s fury at this moment was no less intense than when the Shengxue Pearl’s power scorched her Spirit Core earlier. She stared coldly at Han Qingjue, her fingers gripping her right wrist moved up a little, then snapped another section of bone above her wrist with a crack.
"I tell you, I dislike killing the most, because once people die, they don’t feel any pain. So rather than letting you die, I will make you suffer a fate worse than death!" Xia Ji truly wished she could crush Han Qingjue to death at this moment, but killing her would be too easy a punishment!
She dared to toy with her, there was no way she would let her off easily!
But at this moment, Han Qingjue didn’t even have the strength left to cry out in pain.
She was numb from pain, exhausted to the point of collapse.
Her eyelids, trying hard to open, couldn’t even lift.
Was she going to die?
Actually, it wasn’t as terrifying as imagined, was it?
Her vision felt somewhat empty, and all the pain seemed to vanish in an instant, as the memories of the past rushed before her like a flowing lantern, she recalled her childhood, the days she always liked to run to Spirit Flame Mountain, the days she tried every means to get close to Su Yu, the days she was repeatedly rejected but still persisted with liking her undeterred.
How proud and confident she was then.
She was the Miss of Beihan Palace who could get whatever she wanted, everyone respected her and let her have her way, and she always believed that there was nothing she couldn’t obtain, as long as she persevered, one day, Su Yu would notice her existence.
She would surely become the woman who won in the end.
But she was wrong, truly wrong.
Forcing something will never have a result, unless the person you are trying to force has affection for you, otherwise whatever you do is just a one-man show.
She was foolish, truly foolish.
If she had understood earlier how to let go, it would have been so much better, then she would still be the proud, unrivaled Miss of Beihan Palace, maybe she would meet someone more suitable for her, and have a love that wasn’t as tumultuous but could be very warm.
She always laughed at her mother for being too foolish, letting go of those who truly cared about her, insisting on chasing those meaningless people and things, ending up in lifelong loneliness, simply not worth it.
But wasn’t she just the same?
Clinging to things not belonging to her, not knowing how to let go, in the end hurting others, and also bringing suffering upon herself.
If, if given another chance, what would she choose?
Han Qingjue didn’t know, really didn’t know.
People are like this, regretting so many things, but if there really were a chance to choose again, they might still go down the wrong path.
In the end, in this lifetime, one can only live once, right or wrong, there’s no chance for regret.
So, let it be like this.
But, if she could really start over, or choose again, the first thing, she no longer wanted to be the Miss of Beihan Palace. She wanted to be an ordinary person, with loving and caring parents who wouldn’t overlook her no matter what, who wouldn’t leave her feeling so lonely, she also wanted to have friends, and siblings to accompany her, growing up together, playing together, laughing together.
