The Alpha's Unclaimed Mate

Chapter 261: You Told Me You Loved Her

Gavriel Sterling walked into his Alpha’s study the way a man walks into a courtroom when he already knows the verdict.

Dex was standing by the hearth, two glasses on the table beside him, a bottle of whiskey already open. The fire was low. The room was quiet in the specific way rooms became when the man inside them had been thinking for too long and had arrived at conclusions he could no longer avoid.

"Sit," Dex said.

Gav sat.

Dex poured both drinks. Slid one across the table without ceremony, the same way his father did, because some gestures were inherited whether you wanted them or not. He lowered himself into the opposite chair, and for a long moment, neither of them spoke.

The fire filled the silence with the only sound it knew how to make, which was the sound of something burning.

Gav picked up the glass. Didn’t drink. Turned it once in his hand, watching the amber catch the light, and then he started talking, because Gavriel Sterling had never been a man who waited for permission to bleed.

"I know sorry isn’t enough." His voice was stripped of every weapon he usually carried. No sarcasm, no deflection, no irreverence deployed like armor. Which, for Gavriel Sterling, was the emotional equivalent of showing up naked. Dex would have preferred the armor. At least then he could have hit it.

But this was just a man sitting in a chair across from his best friend, holding a drink he hadn’t earned yet. "I’m going to say it anyway. I’m sorry, Dex."

He exhaled and leaned forward, elbows on his knees, the whiskey held loosely between both hands.

"What happened with Serena was adrenaline. The kiss, the confession, all of it. Heightened emotions in an impossible situation, and I let it get tangled with something it shouldn’t have." His jaw worked once before the next words came. "I have my fated mate now. The draw I felt toward Serena because of the ancestors’ oath."

"Ancestor’s oath," Dex repeated.

"Serena can tell you more about it. Just more ancestor garbage about past lives. I was her protector in her first life. I mistook it for something it wasn’t, and I’m owning that."

Gav did not disclose the rest of it. That would be up to Serena who had the memory of a steel trap. Gavriel could blame it on forgetting.

Dex said nothing. He drank.

Gav continued, and his voice changed register, dropping into the lower, rougher range that meant the next part was going to hurt.

"With Bellatrix." He swallowed. "It started before Serena was ever in Drakenfell. I thought your mother was lonely and needed a friend. That’s how it began. She told me that she and your father had an understanding. An open arrangement. She said it was mutual."

The fire popped once. Dex’s eyebrow moved approximately one-eighth of an inch. On the Drakenfell scale, that was the equivalent of flipping a table.

As far as his parents went, he had known for years that the marriage was loveless, had grown up inside the architecture of two people who shared a kingdom and nothing else. But hearing it confirmed aloud, by the man sitting across from him, in this room, with this whiskey, made the abstract concrete in a way that settled in his chest like a stone dropped into still water.

"It happened twice," Gav continued. "I stopped it after that because it felt wrong, regardless of what she told me. The arrangement doesn’t excuse it. I knew she was married. I knew she was your mother. I should have walked away the first time, and I didn’t, and that is on me."

"Bold of you," Dex said, "to use the phrase ’on me’ in a conversation about sleeping with my mother."

Gav closed his eyes. "I walked right into that."

"You walked into several things you shouldn’t have. Apparently."

"You’re right."

Gav looked at Dex. Held his eyes. Didn’t flinch. It cost him. Everything in his body was screaming to look away, to drop his gaze, to retreat behind the armor of humor that had carried him through every hard conversation he’d ever had. But this wasn’t a conversation he could charm his way out of.

This was a man he had wounded sitting three feet away, giving him the chance to own the blade, and Gavriel Sterling owed him the dignity of looking at the damage.

"I understand if you’re done with me. But you were a brother to me, Dex. You are a brother to me. And I am most of all sorry that I hurt you."

The words landed in the room and the room absorbed them the way stone absorbs rain: slowly, completely, without giving any indication of what was happening underneath.

Dex stared at him. "You slept with my mother and you’re calling me brother. You understand the layers there, right? You see how that sentence works against you?"

His fingers pressed white against the glass. His pulse was hammering in a place behind his sternum that had nothing to do with anger anymore and everything to do with grief. Grief for the version of this friendship that had existed before Serena, before Bellatrix, before every confession peeled another layer off a thing he had believed was solid. He had trusted Gav like gravity. Instinctively. Without checking.

He took another drink of whiskey. He held it in his mouth for a second longer than necessary, using the burn to swallow down the lump that had formed in his throat.

"The problem with chalking Serena up to adrenaline," Dex said, his voice quiet, "is that you told me you’ve been in love with her, Gav."

The sentence landed where Dex aimed it: directly in the center of the narrative Gav had just constructed.

Gav’s throat moved. "I care about her like family. I was getting my emotions tangled, and there’s nothing more to it." His voice held. Barely. The seams were visible to a man who had known him for over a decade, but they held. "The difference now is that I’m choosing to put it down. I have a fated mate. The rest is mine to carry, and I will carry it without dragging you or her through it again."

Dex watched him. The way he watched men across negotiations and battlefields, with the patience of a commander who knew the difference between what people said and what their bodies confessed.

Gav’s left hand was gripping his whiskey like it owed him money, and his right knee hadn’t stopped moving since the word "Serena" left his mouth. The man was a walking confession booth pretending to be a closing statement.

Dex catalogued every one of them and chose, deliberately, to let them pass. He was his father’s son, after all, even when he hated it.

Because the alternative was pulling that thread, and if he pulled it, the fabric of whatever remained between them would come apart entirely, and Dex was tired of losing things.

"On that note." Dex’s tone shifted. The personal left the room, replaced by something colder, cleaner.

Gav recognized the shift. He’d seen it enough times to know that the man sitting across from him had just clocked out and the Crown Prince had clocked in.

Gav exhaled. "When you say ’on that note,’ nothing good has ever followed."

"That’s because ’that note’ is usually the sound of you doing something I have to address."

"Fair."

"Your fated mate assaulted me," Dex said flatly. "She drew blood on Serena."

Gav’s face hardened. The shift was instant, the way a man’s expression changes when he hears a fact he has already accepted but hoped would never be spoken in this specific chair, in this specific room, by this specific person. He nodded once. Silent.

"I’m pressing charges." Dex held his gaze. "I’m sorry it has to be this way. Her actions were inexcusable, and I’m through setting precedents that say otherwise."

Gav drained his whiskey. The glass came down on the table with the controlled precision of a man who had just swallowed something far worse than alcohol.

"I understand." His voice was level. Gav had rehearsed this acceptance in his head enough times that it came out clean on delivery.

"Good." Dex took a drink. "Because I wasn’t asking."

"She wanted to apologize to you. To Serena. For all of it."

Dex registered that. The word wanted, past tense, as if the apology had been a living thing that was now being spoken about in memoriam.

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"I know."

The fire settled lower. The whiskey was gone. The glasses sat empty on the table between two men who had been brothers, then enemies, then something in between, and were now sitting in the wreckage of it all, trying to find a version of each other they could still recognize.

"Last thing. In case I wasn’t clear the first time, your friendship with Serena is over." freeωebnovēl.c૦m

"I know," Gav said, voice calm. "Is there anything else you’d like to address tonight, or should I check if there’s a warrant with my name on it too?"

"The night is young."

"It really isn’t."

Dex poured again. Both drinks. Slid Gav’s back across the table the same way he had the first time, because some things didn’t change even when everything else did.

Gav took it.

They drank in silence, and the silence was the most honest thing either of them had said all night.

Aegon: You didn’t hit him.

Dex: No.

Aegon: You didn’t forgive him either.

Dex stared at the fire until it had nothing left to burn.

Aegon: So what did you do?

Dex: Bought time.