Chapter 55: 55-I Am Not Scared
Gigi:
"Calm down. You’re thinking too much into it. You still have Ragnar," my wolf hissed.
I stared into the distance, tears streaking down my face.
"No. That isn’t enough. I’m not going to lose the other two," I hissed under my breath.
"So what are you going to do?" my wolf asked, curious about what I was planning.
"I’ll find a way to make them mated to me. That’s it."
A determined smile tugged at my lips.
"And within a month, I’ll be in their bed, shared by them, ravished by them. I want my body to throb from them fucking me all night."
I finished by slamming my hand onto the table.
Well, Theodore never arrived, and I did not text him again. Neither did I call him. I did not complain about him to his brothers either.
I was waiting for the right moment, and soon, that moment would be within my grasp. freēwēbnovel.com
Instead, I walked over to my parents’ side of the house.
The moment I stepped inside, both my father and mother looked up from their meal.
They immediately knew I had been crying and was upset about something.
"Gigi, what happened?" my father asked, rushing around the table to reach me.
More than anything, he wanted to see me happy.
Even before, when I had not been happy with Justin, my father had told me the same thing.
He had promised he would do anything for me and that whatever I wanted was exactly what would happen.
"I’m not being treated right," I said to my father, his eyes widening, probably from the déjà vu.
"By Ragnar?" my father asked, and I immediately shook my head.
"No, it’s not him," I uttered.
My father kept looking at me in worry.
"Then who is it?" he asked me in confusion, probably thinking that since Justin was gone, why was I so distressed.
Flashback
I was running throughout the night in the woods, trying to get away from Justin.
The feeling between my legs was weird.
After everything that happened, he finally caught up with me again.
It was another three to four hours where he was between my legs.
Then he finally let me go.
I arrived home, and immediately when I got inside, I dropped to my knees.
My father was watching me with terror in his eyes.
He was awake, doing some work on the files when he saw me.
He immediately rushed to me and tried to cover me with his jacket.
"He raped me," I let out a cry, shaking badly in front of my father.
"What?" my father gasped.
"Stella, come here," he yelled for my mother while I started to feel very dizzy, like I’d just pass out.
My mother arrived, and I told them everything, how Justin took me to the woods.
And he raped me.
Then I ran from him, but he caught me again, and he raped me again.
They were shocked because Justin had this reputation that he was such a sweet, kind man.
"I want to fucking ruin his life. I wanna fucking pay him back," I cried, yelling loudly while my parents cried beside me.
End of Flashback
"I just want something to ease my pain," I uttered to my parents.
They had sat me down on the couch and were wondering what was going on.
I didn’t tell them anything.
I just kept saying I wasn’t distressed.
My father looked at my mother, and she looked very concerned.
"Fine, I can take her to her," my mother stated, not mentioning her directly.
"But be careful. Nobody is supposed to see her go to the mountains. You know that part is forbidden." my father gulped.
"It will leave scars on her reputation if they find out she’s meeting up with a rogue woman," my father suggested, and my mother gave him a head nod.
Then my father left me alone with my mother so that if there was something I wanted to talk to my mother about, I would do it. ƒгeeweɓn૦vel.com
Once my father walked away, I turned to look at my mother, and she realized that now I was going to tell her what exactly was going on.
"I want to go to that woman quickly, as quickly as possible," I said to my mother, watching her frown at me. "I want to know if there’s a way she can make me feel the mate bond with Ragnar."
My mother’s eyes widened, and she immediately started shaking her head.
"No. I’m not messing with that man. If he finds out, our heads will end up on poles."
My mother refused immediately, and I had expected as much.
She was such a scaredy-cat.
"Mom, you don’t get it. There’s a possibility he might find his fated mate. Then what about me? He’ll leave me. He’ll drop me," I argued, almost yelling at her.
"But he won’t, Gigi. He loves you. He’ll reject his fated mate for you. He just told you that," my mother shot back.
Then she got up from the couch and planted her hands on her waist.
"Was this the reason you were crying so much?" she nearly yelled.
I took a deep breath because it seemed like she wasn’t going to like my answer very much.
"No," I mumbled. "I—I got ditched by—"
I paused and changed my mind.
"Mother, I want to be fated to all three of them so that I’m special and remain the Luna Queen. I don’t want to risk losing the crown and my status."
The moment I matched her tone, stood face-to-face with her, and said everything out loud, sheer horror spread across her face.
She looked as though she wanted to ask if I had completely lost my mind.
"You want to be with all three brothers? Are you out of your mind? What kind of nonsense is this?" my mother yelled back, the veins in her neck standing out as anger flashed across her face.
"Because once their mates come, they’ll drift away. I won’t be the only one cherished anymore," I yelled back.
My mother only shook her head.
"I’m not going to be part of anything like that, Gigi, and I won’t let you do it either. Let things happen naturally. You see how the Moon Goddess saved you from a man like Justin? She blessed you with Ragnar for a reason. To make up for all the pain Justin caused you." she kept pointing a finger at me while wrinkling her nose in disgust.
"So stop it and act like a mature adult. You were chosen by Ragnar, not Theodore and Jaguar. Stop meddling in their lives. Let them find their mates and move on. The more they stay in your head, the more problems there will be. There’ll be fights and endless drama. Just stop messing with their business and focus on Ragnar."
My mother finished in a single breath, glaring at me before stomping away.
That was when I realized something.
If she wasn’t going to understand simple English, I’d have to use a different method.