Free Web NovelChapter 794: I’m Still Searching For The Answers I Seek
She started shaking them around slightly, the movement utterly vulgar and completely contrary to her normal personality.
But she was too desperate to care.
"I-I’ll let you suck on them too!"
She continued, her voice growing slightly more confident as she saw his stunned expression.
"You can play with them as much as you want, and suck on them, and—" She gritted her teeth. "—do whatever you want with them. As long as you tell me the truth."
Cassius was tempted. He couldn’t deny it. Those breasts were absolutely beautiful, and her nipples were even peeking out right now. He wanted nothing more than to ravish her on the spot.
But he shook his head with a smile.
"Sorry, Joy. No can do."
Joy’s desperation only intensified.
"I’ll let you have sex with me, Cassius!"
Cassius blinked, genuinely stunned. He hadn’t expected her to say something like that.
Joy’s face was completely red now, her shame overwhelming. But she pushed forward.
"I know how horny you are." She said, her voice trembling. "You’re basically like a dog in heat."
She gently caressed his chest in a seductive manner, leaning forward with an intense gaze.
"If you tell me, I’ll let you put it inside of me. I’ll let you play around with my body as much as you want."
"I-I’ll even suck your cock while in my succubus form. You can touch me anywhere you want, do anything you want!"
She gritted her teeth, feeling like this was truly the lowest moment of her life.
"I also know that you like playing around with a woman’s...back entrance."
She said, her voice barely above a whisper.
"So I...I...I’ll let you put it in there too. Into that little hole of mine."
She pressed her nose against his, her eyes burning with intensity.
"So, please, Cassius. Tell me the truth."
Cassius felt his self-control slip. He was more tempted than ever before.
As someone who loved anal play and sliding his massive cock into his wives’ tight assholes, the thought of taking Joy’s backdoor virginity was almost too much to resist.
His cock grew rock hard, and Joy could clearly feel it pressing against her, making her even more flustered.
He wanted to give in. He really, truly did.
But somehow, he forced those emotions down. He gave her an apologetic smile and shook his head.
Joy deflated like a balloon.
The god Cassius had cock-blocked her and refused to give any real answers.
And now this Cassius was being just as much of a bully, making her beg and plead like a desperate fool without giving her anything in return.
She felt genuine tears prick at her eyes.
She just wanted to go to her mother and complain, like a little girl asking her mom to scold her dad for teasing her too much.
But then Cassius spoke again.
"As for the second soul..." He paused, and Joy looked up at him, hope flickering back to life.
But Cassius shook his head regretfully as he admitted,
"I’m sorry, Joy. About this one, I honestly have no clue at all."
Joy stared at him in disbelief. "What? What do you mean you have no idea?"
"Exactly what I said." Cassius’s voice was patient, apologetic. "I have no recollection of that god Cassius you mentioned. And what he said about Faeya and those women, and the promise you told me—I literally have no clue."
Joy leaned closer, her brow furrowed.
"But that’s impossible! He was literally you. He acted exactly like you, but from a different time or realm. How can you not know?"
"The real question is how could I possibly know?"
Cassius shrugged in exasperation before going on to say,
"In my eyes, you just came over and told me there seemed to be some kind of god-Cassius out there, and then said a whole bunch of other things."
"But since I know nothing about any of that, it all sounds like a fairy tale to me."
"But you cried!" Joy insisted desperately. "You cried when I said Ysoria’s name! What was that about?"
Cassius shook his head, genuinely baffled.
"I have no idea about that either. I just felt some emotional trigger release inside me. Like some hidden switch had been flipped. I couldn’t help but cry on the spot, but I don’t know why."
Joy rubbed her chin thoughtfully. "Is it something like amnesia? Did you hit your head somewhere and forget all your memories?"
Cassius laughed at the idea.
"I don’t think so, Joy. From the very moment I was created, I’ve had all my memories. I have a perfect recollection of my entire life, from start to finish."
"There’s no amnesia nonsense going on."
Joy was utterly baffled now. "But...how? How can you not know anything?"
Cassius’s expression softened. He gently caressed the side of her head, playing with her hair.
"I have no clue, Joy. Like I mentioned earlier, there are parts of my life where I feel as if I’m missing out on something. Like there’s something I should be looking for, but I have no idea what it is."
"Because of that feeling I’ve spent the majority of my life just looking ahead, searching for the thing that I’m missing right now..."
"...only to be disappointed in the end."
Joy remembered the visions she’d seen—the distant, searching look in his eyes in those peaceful moments. It all made sense now.
"So even though I feel as if there’s something that hasn’t been told to me." Cassius continued. "I have no idea what that something is." He shook his head sadly. "I’m sorry to disappoint you once again."
Joy felt an immense wave of sadness wash over her.
She’d come to him hoping he would be the library of answers she so desperately needed.
But instead, she’d discovered that he was just as clueless as she was.
Any answers he did have, he couldn’t give her.
And the ones he didn’t have were mysteries he’d lived with his entire life.
She felt like the universe was toying with her—giving her tantalizing pieces of the puzzle but denying her the complete picture. fɾēewebnσveℓ.com
She was going to go insane from all these unanswered questions!
But then she thought about something that made her heart soften.
She’d only learned about all of this today—and already she felt consumed by the desperate need for answers.
But Cassius had lived with these missing pieces his entire life.
He’d been searching for something he didn’t even know how to name, wandering through existence without a true home.
Realising this, she felt an immense sense of pity for him.
He seemed so lonely, like a traveler wandering from place to place without a home.
The urge to comfort him overwhelmed her, and she pushed herself closer, as if trying to share her warmth with him.
Cassius noticed the tenderness in her eyes. He didn’t call her out on it—he just let her come closer, marveling at how the scary tiger he’d first met had turned into a docile kitten rubbing against him.
’So cute.’ He thought. ’I just want to pinch her cheeks.’
But then something else occurred to him.
"If you really want answers so badly." He slowly said. "Why don’t you go back into my soul and meet that god Cassius again? Demand answers from him."
Joy shook her head sorrowfully.
"I don’t think it’ll work. It was a miracle that I even got all those answers from him. I don’t think I’ll be allowed to visit your soul again."
Cassius considered this. "What about going into my soul and calling out to all the goddesses? Asking for answers from them?"
Joy sighed.
"Based on what the god-Cassius said, the Goddess of Nature won’t give answers anytime soon. She seems to be avoiding the topic entirely, even though she knows the truth."
She bit her lips in vexation.
"As for the Goddess of Light and Goddess of Debauchery...I don’t think they know the whole picture."
"It feels like Goddess of Nature is the only one with the full truth."
Cassius looked up at the sky. "The Goddess of Nature, Faeya huh?"
He smiled his best full smile. "I wonder if she’s the same woman I used to always see in my dreams."
Joy snapped to attention. "Dreams? What dreams?!"
Cassius waved her off. "Nothing, nothing. Just babbling."
Joy didn’t believe that for a second. And because of her sheer frustration at Cassius avoiding everything, she couldn’t help herself.
She started pinching his waist ferociously!
Cassius burst out laughing. "Joy! What are you doing? That tickles! Stop it!"
But Joy didn’t care. She continued pinching his waist in a completely childish manner, completely disregarding her dignity.
She just wanted to inflict some level of damage on him.
"Ow!" Cassius yelped between laughs. "Okay, okay, I surrender! Mercy!" freeweɓnovel.cøm
But Joy didn’t stop.
"Shut up and take my divine pinches Cassius!"
She was too annoyed, too frustrated, too full of questions she couldn’t get answered to stop.
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Meanwhile, high above in the heavens, the Goddess of Nature, Faeya watched the scene unfold with a beautiful smile on her face.
But despite the smile, there was a profound sadness in her eyes.
A look of deep, aching longing.
She pressed her hand against the projection of the mortal world, her fingers tracing the image of Cassius’s face.
"Cassius..." She whispered.
Just that one word carried so much heartbreak, so much emotion. It spoke of years of loneliness. Of a love that had never been fully expressed.
"Please forgive me." She whispered. "For all the loneliness I’ve caused. For all the secrets I’ve had to keep."
She withdrew her hand slowly, but her eyes never left the projection.
"When the time finally comes." She said softly. "I’ll tell you everything. I promise."
Her fingers traced the outline of Cassius’s face in the projection.
"But until then..."
She let out another sigh, her heart heavy with the weight of eternity.
"Just wait for me a little longer, my love. Just a little longer."
