Free Web NovelChapter 139: My Worries
I closed my eyes in embarrassment as I pictured the position of my body in my mind. I could feel Ren’s presence close behind me before I heard the sound of him removing his clothes.
“Ren...I...” I began protesting weakly. The truth was I was a little scared of what was about to happen.
“Let me have you, Rin...” Ren said passionately.
I didn’t know what else to say so I just turned to him and nodded slightly. I felt Ren’s large hands on my buttocks as he stroked them and then he started positioning his thick member at the opening of my womanly entrance. The heat of his cock grazed against my wet opening, and I shuddered in anticipation of what was to come.
Ren griped my hips tightly in his hands before his cock thrusted forcefully into me. I cried out loudly at the sensation of my love opening being stretched and penetrated by his thick and large cock. He’s so big and so hot. I could feel him stretching me before his length filled me. Ren thrusted roughly into me, burying his cock deeply inside of my wet hole.
It hurts a little, but the pleasure was driving me insane with lust. His thick cock filled me up deep inside and it felt so satisfying. My pussy began adjusting to his shape and size and it wasn’t long before my pussy was clenching around his large pole. Ren moaned softly before he began moving his hips, rearing back, and thrusting deeper and deeper inside of me.
I cried out and moaned with each of his aggressive thrust. His cock hit me deep inside and it felt amazing to be penetrated from this angle. Perhaps it was because he was standing but it felt like Ren penetrated me more forcefully than before. His cock rammed into my pussy, fast and deep. His hips smacking against my behind as he drove his cock into me again and again.
“Ahh! Ahh! Ren...” I cried out loudly.
It felt like my body was going to break. He’s being so forceful, and I was taking it all in. My pussy ached and throbbed with desire. Ren’s cock began growing even bigger inside of me. He hit my womb with each of his wild strokes and I felt like I was always on the verge of climaxing. My hips thrusted backwards against his as we mated like wild animals.
“Ren...I can’t...anymore...” I whimpered softly in between my loud panting.
Ren pounded his thick shaft into me faster and harder driving me quickly towards my climax. I cried out his name and threw my head back when my orgasm consumed me. I have never felt this wild and free before in my life. Ren gave me such an intense release that I couldn’t imagine that I would ever experience.
“It’ll be over soon...” Ren whispered comfortingly into my ears. frёewebηovel.cѳm
After a short while of intense thrusting, I felt Ren’s cock twitching wildly inside of me and then the heat of his release as his hot seed spurted deep inside of my love hole. He groaned loudly at his release as his cock shot his release deep inside of my womb. I felt him filling me up deep inside and I sighed in satisfaction.
I was beginning to lose count of the days and the times that Ren had buried his seed into me. My body felt extremely satisfied with having a part of him inside of me, it was a strange sensation.
I would have sunk down onto the floor if Ren hadn’t supported my body. My breathing was labored as I struggled to catch my breath. When Ren said that we would go into the forest, I never thought that things would end up with us going all the way like this. When he withdrew his hard rod from my love hole, the mix of our love juices spurted out of my hole. There’s so much of it and I could feel the mix of our wetness running down my inner thighs.
Sex with Ren felt amazing. I couldn’t resist the desire to take him inside of me; however, that meant that he would end up planting his seed deep in me. The hot stickiness of his seed leaking out of my love hole was another evidence of that. It always felt pleasurable while we did but when it was over, a weak sense of dread would fill me up.
What if I got pregnant this time? What would happen to me and my child?
I wasn’t sure that I was ready to have a child. I was scared of how our relationship would change if I became pregnant. Even now, I still felt like the relationship between us was unclear. I didn’t and couldn’t blame Ren because even I, myself, wasn’t sure how I felt about all this.
I wasn’t sure about what I wanted. Do I want to spend my life with Ren as his wife? Does he feel that way about me?
Everything was just a mess, and my mind began to shut it all away.
The unspeakable issue that bothered me the most was...what if, Ren doesn’t want our child?
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Since I started my medical studies and training, my time with Jeely had been cut down to only one day per week and on some weeks, we didn’t have our lessons at all. It was unfortunate that I saw her less, but we still managed to make some progress on our studies. Lately, we had been purely focused on our dance lessons.
Surprisingly, I found dancing to be more agreeable for me than watercolor painting. Perhaps it was because I was quite active that I didn’t struggle to move my body to the rhythm of the music. I rather enjoyed dancing and I would say that I was picking up the dance routines at a fine pace. Of course, I was nothing compared to Jeely in both skill and grace, but I was learning.
When I told Ren during one of our dinners that I was doing quite well in my dance lessons, he had insisted that I put on a little performance for him. Of course, I turned him down at first, but with a lot of convincing, I finally had to give in.
--To be continued...
