Free Web NovelThe feeling was as if my insides were being ripped apart. As the growing shaft pressed stubbornly against my stomach, nausea welled up all the way to my throat. I couldn’t even breathe properly. Everything before my eyes swayed dizzyingly, and a strained moan squeezed out through my clenched teeth. Until just a moment ago, my body had been filled only with pleasure, but now I felt nothing but pain.
“Ah, ugh, it hurts... please.”
I couldn’t tell whether the liquid running down my cheek was my tears or cold sweat. Facing pain that tore my raw flesh, I had no strength left to endure it. Gritting my teeth, I barely pushed away the shoulder in front of me with trembling hands.
“Mr. Executive Director. Hngh, pull it out right now.”
“......”
“I said pull it out, please...”
“You know I can’t.”
He too squeezed out a painful voice. Meanwhile, the shaft embedded inside me grew even bigger. It wasn’t over yet. My eyes were about to turn inside out from the endlessly thickening shaft.
“Haa... pull it out. Please. Quickly.”
My blind hands slapped at Kwon Youngjae’s head, cheeks, and shoulders randomly. I struggled fiercely to shake him off. But Kwon didn’t move an inch.
“Ah, ugh, damn bastard... why the hell do you have to do this while knotting? Ah, it hurts...”
My whole body trembled as tears spilled out. It hurt so much it was unbearable. How was I supposed to endure this? The sudden, unannounced pain was terrifying and infuriating enough to drive me crazy.
“Kim Heewon.”
“Haa, ugh, hngh.”
“It’ll be alright, breathe slowly.”
He hugged me tightly. With his firm and broad embrace, he wrapped my trembling body and covered it with his pheromones. He pressed his lips against mine, barely able to breathe, and fed me pheromones bit by bit, as if that was all he could do.
Even at that moment, his shaft was swelling against his will. The glans forced its way, like returning to its nest, breaking through the tightly closed door of my womb. As my organs were forcibly opened, my body stiffened like a stone.
“Kwon Youngjae... stop, hngh, stop coming in.”
I muttered with a voice mixed with sobs. My tongue loosened and my words all leaked out. Instead of replying, Kwon licked my wet eyes. That act was like a silent plea not to push him away.
The swollen glans hooked onto the entrance of my womb like a claw. Completely locked, ejaculation began. The Alpha’s semen heated my insides and my waist lifted on its own. freewёbnoνel.com
“Ah!”
An uncontrollable tremor ran along my spine. Waves of pleasure crashed over me, and my eyes rolled back. My shaft dripped thin semen like urine.
Even after ejaculating, the shaft’s size did not shrink. It was still lodged deep inside my womb. I wriggled my shoulders, trying to escape his embrace, but I couldn’t move even a little while stuck on his spear-like shaft.
“Executive Director, please. Please. Stop... I can’t do anymore.”
I begged earnestly. My voice cracked and drowned in tears, and my breathing was erratic. The pleasure had now reached its peak beyond the pain. I had no idea what to do with my body. The excitement was something no sober mind could handle.
But knotting requires several ejaculations to subside. In this state, even Kwon had no way to control it. After taking a deep breath, he lifted my limp body and walked into the bedroom, the shaft still deeply embedded in my womb.
“I know this is fucked up, but just cooperate a little more.”
Kwon made eye contact with me as he laid me down on the bed. In my moist, swollen eyes was both reproach and fear directed at him. He carefully pressed his lips to mine.
His tongue tasted painfully sweet. The more our bodies intertwined, the more ecstasy blossomed, and Kwon shivered lightly.
During knotting, neither of us could remain sane. Raw impulses repeatedly tried to seize control of my mind, but I fought to endure them. My priority was Heewon’s safety over my own desire. I never wanted to hurt him. freewēbnoveℓ.com
Treating something precious, he cupped my trembling cheek and kissed me gently. Even now, the impulse to possess the Omega before him overwhelmed him.
He drenched me in pheromones as if marking his territory. Seeing me soaked in his scent finally brought him relief. Now no one else would dare to covet me.
The inner wall, coated with the Alpha’s semen, had reached the height of sensitivity. Even a slight touch made my body tremble. Kwon pressed his lips to mine and clasped his hands over mine, intertwining his long fingers between my shrinking ones.
“Hngh. Mm.”
The slower and more carefully he thrust his hips, the more the fragrance of osmanthus flowers swayed, and my inner walls tightened firmly. Though my moans were coarse, my body showed an honest reaction.
The shaft that pierced through my womb dug into the sensitive flesh. It persistently tormented my erogenous zones and spread his seed evenly on the mucous membranes.
He too felt his mind go numb. The sensory cells inside his body stood on edge, and his mouth dried from the intense pleasure. He secretly wished the knotting wouldn’t stop.
“Kim Heewon.”
When he called my name lowly, I raised my hazy eyes to meet his. The moment our gazes met, the urge to ejaculate surged as always.
Kwon muttered a short curse. At the moment he needed to hold onto reason, his body gladly chose the path of pleasure.
After sleeping for a long time and waking up, I sighed while touching my swollen eyelids. I wondered how much I must have cried to be in such a state.
My whole body ached as if I had been beaten. My lower back creaked painfully with even the slightest movement. It seemed like it was broken.
With my barely open eyes, I scanned the messy bed. The funny thing was, though the blankets were filthy, my body alone was clean. I didn’t remember washing, so I guessed Kwon must have taken care of that.
The man who had wielded me all night was nowhere to be seen. Thinking he might have gone home, I picked up the phone on the nightstand. As I held it, a note underneath finally caught my eye.
Rest.
The short note was clearly in Kwon Youngjae’s handwriting. I tossed the note on the bed and ruffled my hair helplessly. A long sigh followed.
What time is it? Thinking it was still early dawn in the dark dusk, I turned on the phone. The date and time lit up brightly. 8:15 PM.
“Goddamn it!”
Not only had I slept the whole day, but I had also skipped work without permission. I panicked and immediately called. After a long ring, a familiar voice came through.
“Executive Director, I’m sorry. I just woke up.”
I reported immediately. The rusty voice was clearly from someone still resting. I covered my face, feeling guilty, and kept apologizing.
Kwon asked in a monotonous tone. I was at a loss for words and couldn’t answer. Silence followed, then a short sigh came through the speaker.
“......”
He ended the call after saying only that. My stunned face reflected on the dark phone screen. Did I have to talk? Could I just let it pass?
But the notice had already been given. It was better to pretend nothing happened and work face to face than to dredge up the past. Rubbing my swollen face, I turned on the phone again.
I knew very little about knotting. Since I never expected to experience it, I hadn’t cared at all.
Ignorance isn’t a sin, but I heard that ignoring it after experiencing it is. Late, I searched about knotting.
The information was more extensive than I expected. I strained my heavy eyelids and began to read carefully.
Knotting is triggered by excessive physical arousal. When knotting starts, the shaft becomes very large and locks into the womb, making even non-pregnant Omegas capable of conception. It is a typical expression of the Alpha’s reproductive desire, mostly occurring with a strongly attached partner.
“......”
I rubbed my hot eyelids with my fingertips. So this means... Kwon has a strong attachment to me?
“That’s nonsense.”
Though I denied it with my mouth, the thought of ‘what if...’ wouldn’t leave my mind.
If Kwon really liked me, even if he himself was unaware of it? How likely was that?
My hand, which was pressing my eyes, covered my cheek. The burning skin felt alien. I must be really crazy. I sighed deeply and buried myself in the bed again.
Thirty minutes later, just as he had promised, Kwon appeared.
Showing signs of fatigue from coming straight from work, he reached out as soon as he entered the house and touched my forehead.
“Ugh.”
Startled by the cold touch, my shoulder jerked. Unable to push his hand away, I stood still, clenching my fists helplessly.
Kwon slowly withdrew his hand. His displeased gaze did not leave my swollen face.
“Looks like the fever’s gone down a bit.”
“Did I have a fever?”
“I was tossing and turning until dawn. Don’t you remember fainting yesterday?”
I shook my head. So I had a fever... no wonder my face was hot. Having a reasonable excuse made me feel more at ease.
“Here.”
Suddenly, Kwon handed me a paper bag. Inside was packaged porridge. I hesitated holding the bag. His indifferent kindness even made me feel a bit bewildered.
Meanwhile, Kwon took off his jacket. Seeing him change into more comfortable clothes made me think he intended to stay long.
“I got the medicine prescribed for you.”
“Medicine?”
“Emergency contraception. I think it’s what you need.”
I opened the paper bag again. Only then did I see the medicine packet tucked into a corner.
“......”
The emergency contraceptive meant that last night’s passionate act was an irreversible mistake. By providing the medicine, Kwon was taking some responsibility.
I also wanted to avoid pregnancy. That he carefully took care to prevent any possibility was somewhat grateful, but strangely, a bitter feeling arose in my heart.
Of course, Kwon couldn’t have feelings for me. Showing such a firm attitude, what attachment could there be... It must have just been an accidental knotting.
I suddenly felt drained and let out a hollow laugh.
“...Yes. Thank you for taking care of me.”
