Free Web NovelChapter 410: Supreme Will [2]
I am in darkness...
But it seems somewhat familiar?
I don’t know why, but that is the case. Whether I like this or not, this darkness feels comfortable. Oh? And there’s also this small light always circling me like my eternal friend.
But why am I saying things? Most of the time I am usually quiet, and only when surrounded by familiar figures does my mouth open to give them a philosophical and psychological lecture.
Hmm...
Thinking about familiar figures, the first two that come to my mind are two elderly figures.
One is a botanist who likes to make hybrid fruit and vegetables at home, and the other likes to scold the one who made them. They had quite a strange relationship. I can’t even imagine how they spent sixty years of their life together.
Then what about my parents?
Thinking about them, I am somewhat sad, as I didn’t get to know them and was raised by the botanist and the scolder.
But suddenly, I am not sad anymore.
Though I do not have the botanist and the scolder in my life now, a sharp sword and a beautiful moon came into my life.
And it was accompanied by a small chaotic demon who always forgets her things, though I am suspicious whether it is on purpose or not.
The light present around me is suddenly tickling me, as if it found something funny.
In this ever-expansive darkness, this light appears small, but I do quite like it.
Not just the light, but the darkness too.
Even if I were to ever be here forever, I think I have the willpower to do so.
But if I did this, what about the Sword, Moon, and the demon?
Ohh! I suddenly see black hairs around me? But this is not my hair?!
Am I having hair fall? No way!
Uh? I think this really does not belong to me, but to someone I like maybe. And the hair seemed like it was recently... shampooed?
What a strange thing...
Now then, why is an evil figure condensing in front of me as if it wanted to kill me? But I don’t sense any malicious intent coming from this evil being.
Oh, this evil figure had horns too...
People these days wearing masks of fake evil are surely strange. But they can be good too, right?
There I go again, telling nonsense things without any thought. Sometimes I feel my thoughts are a treasure and the universe wants to stop them from coming into reality.
Maybe a dangerous monster may shatter reality, or maybe the most beautiful thing I imagined will.
The darkness now seems like it was letting me drift on unseen currents, going up and down without pause. And I was enjoying it!
Wohh! A 360-degree rotation! What kind of wave is this?
You, Light! Where are you running? Follow me!
What! I am not forcing you. I know you like being near me, so spare me that pretense.
The light is acting strange. I wonder what happened?
I suddenly feel like a lot of time has passed, but here in this place, is time even a concept?
What?!
Why is this happening?
I feel that the darkness is receding due to an unknown thing?
Everything was fine until now, so why is this phenomenon happening?
I feel very angry because someone has intruded into my domain!
Can’t they live their life in peace while I do mine? Why do they have to disturb my peace? Are they retards or something?!
Now that I look around, the darkness has disappeared quite a lot, and the light is quiet.
You, don’t be scared. I will look for the one who did this and destroy them from reality!
While consoling the light, I was constantly searching for the one who did this, but found no one.
I feel an unbelievable amount of rage coursing through my entire existence. A few moments ago, I was just fine in my own world, and now everything that was keeping me fine was vanishing.
No! No! No!
This can’t be happening. The remaining darkness too is disappearing, as a conceptual nothingness was beginning to swallow this domain.
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I don’t even feel that it is my time to die.
I too feel scared, but I can’t show this to the Light or everyone here. Because they exist because of me, and if I give up, they will die too.
Though it is quite shallow of me to safeguard them, because just as they are made from me, I too can’t exist fully without them.
Light and everyone! I said everyone, you idiot! Come here!
I slapped the darkness, which was now small compared to its previous form.
Come inside me. Don’t run until I say anything now!
I quickly stuffed everyone inside me, forming a layer of protection with my being.
The nothingness was closing in.
AHHHH!
I screamed hard as I felt something beginning to swallow me, and probably sensing this, all those within me became agitated.
Stop! Nothing will happen! Just stay where you are!
I consoled them, but as they say, everything does not happen the way we want.
As the nothingness brushed past me more, I felt myself losing a lot of my feelings.
And I feel scared.
Someone help me!
I screamed desperately for help, even while knowing no one would come to my rescue. Because I too wanted to console myself and be hard on the path I will take in the future.
After having my hopes shattered and feeling that this nothingness will even end the ones inside me, I took a drastic measure.
Fine!
If nothing wants me, I will take nothing with me.
I created a small place for everything that existed within me, and the remaining went for this greedy nothing.
I feel that I will die after this, but will I regret this decision?
Maybe I will, maybe I will not.
After all, no one likes to die, right?
But I just know this: I will regret it more if I didn’t do this for the ones inside me.
And for them to remember me for eternity, even against their will, I will leave my name.
Not the old one.
The new one, which now makes my new reality.
Yu Xuan.
I, who wished to be eternal but could not... I hope they remember me.
But something within me refuses to accept this outcome.
And I know who this is.
It is yet another me.
What an irony.
I feel myself disappearing, but I don’t know why, in this moment, I feel a smile would have surfaced on my face.
