Free Web NovelChapter 170: Don’t Keep Me Waiting
As evening arrived, the bells announcing the hour echoed faintly through the capital.
At the East City Teahouse, Marina sat alone within a private room. A pot of tea rested before her.
The tea had long gone cold.
Outside the window, daylight gradually surrendered to dusk. She tapped her fingers lightly against the tabletop, waiting.
Then the door opened. Erian stood in the doorway.
Marina turned and smiled.
"Mr. Erian, I was beginning to think you wouldn’t come."
Erian stepped inside and took the seat opposite her. He did not speak a word.
Marina poured him a cup of tea.
"Have you still not made up your mind after all this time?"
Erian merely looked at her from underneath his furrowed brows.
His gaze was calm. So calm that it revealed nothing.
Marina waited, but no answer came. The smile on her face faded slightly.
"Very well," she said. "Let’s stop circling around the matter."
Leaning forward, she rested her elbows upon the table.
"My people have done some investigating." Her eyes remained fixed upon him. "You belonged to Osvald Grandien before."
For the first time, the air in the room seemed to grow colder.
"You followed him for twelve years." Her voice softened. "Someone like you must have a lot of blood on his hands."
Erian’s eyes narrowed ever so slightly.
Marina noticed... And smiled.
"There it is." Her smile deepened. "Your past isn’t difficult to uncover for someone like me."
Silence stretched between them.
Marina continued speaking.
"If your identity becomes public, Caelith will be accused of sheltering a wanted criminal."
Her words landed with deliberate precision.
"Even Rhaegar won’t be able to protect her then."
At those words, Erian’s hand slowly tightened beneath the table.
Marina leaned back in satisfaction. She picked up the teacup before her and took a leisurely sip despite the tea having long since cooled.
"I am not threatening you." The lie slipped from her lips effortlessly. "I’m simply pointing out facts."
She set down the cup. Then met his gaze once more.
"We are standing aboard the same ship. You help me. I help you."
Her smile sharpened. "And if you refuse..."
She left the sentence unfinished. There was no need to complete it. The meaning hung heavily in the room. Anyone could understand it.
For a long time, Erian remained silent.
Outside the window, the lively sounds of the evening market drifted upward from the street below.
Vendors shouted their wares. Children laughed. Carriages rattled across stone roads. Life continued as usual.
Yet inside the private room, neither moved.
Finally, Erian rose to his feet. "I’ll think about it."
He turned and walked toward the door.
Behind him, Marina called out, "Erian."
He did not stop.
"Don’t keep me waiting too long."
Still, he never looked back.
***
Night had fully descended by the time Erian left the teahouse. He stopped within a narrow alley and lifted his eyes toward the sky.
The moon hung high above the capital. Its pale silver light washed over the city roofs and stone streets. The same moonlight illuminated his face.
And with it came Marina’s words.
Over and over. Relentlessly.
"If your identity becomes public, Caelith will be guilty of harboring a wanted criminal."
The words lodged themselves deep within his mind.
For years, he had never cared what happened to him.
Life. Death. Capture. Execution. Exile.
None of it had mattered.
But now it was different. Now there was someone he cared about.
Someone whose future could be destroyed because of him.
Slowly, his gaze lowered.
He thought of Caelith.
Of her smile beneath the autumn sunlight. Of her patient hands guiding embroidery threads through silk. Of the way she stood in the courtyard beneath the old pear tree. Of the way she had looked at him these past months.
Trusting him. Protecting him. Giving him a place to belong when he had nowhere else to go.
And for the first time in a very long while, Erian felt something close to fear.
Not fear for himself.
Fear for her.
The night wind swept through the alley, yet it could not cool the turmoil rising inside him.
Because he knew Marina had discovered the one thing capable of controlling him.
Not his past. Not his crimes. Not even his life.
Her name was Caelith.
And anything that threatened her had the power to shake the foundations of his world.
Erian closed his eyes.
Immediately, Caelith’s face appeared before him.
He saw her standing in the doorway, looking at him with quiet concern as she asked whether he had eaten.
He remembered the way she would place food into his bowl without a second thought.
He remembered the redness that gathered in her eyes whenever she discovered he was injured.
Slowly, he opened his eyes again.
The fist he had unconsciously clenched loosened little by little.
Then he began walking.
Each step felt heavier than the last.
***
By the time Erian returned to Firefly Pavilion, the night had deepened into silence. The courtyard lay shrouded beneath pale moonlight.
No lamps remained lit. Even the lantern outside Caelith’s room had gone dark.
He crossed the courtyard and settled beneath the old tree. Leaning against its ancient trunk, he gazed upward at the moon hanging high above.
His thoughts refused to quiet.
Again and again, Marina’s words echoed through his mind.
"You belonged to Osvald Grandien."
"If the truth comes out, Caelith will be guilty of harboring a wanted criminal."
"You help me, and I’ll help you."
The words lingered like thorns buried beneath the skin.
Unable to escape them, his thoughts drifted further back. Back to the final moments of Osvald’s life.
He could still see it clearly.
The man had lain upon the ground, covered in blood. His face had already turned pale from blood loss, yet his grip on Erian’s hand had remained astonishingly strong.
Those eyes had fixed themselves upon him with desperate determination.
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It had been one of the few times he had spoken his name.
"Protect her for me."
Blood had stained every word.
"She is the only family I have left in this world."
The dying man’s voice had trembled.
"Protect her in my place."
Erian had nodded. It had been the first promise he had ever made to another human being. And he had never broken a promise. Not once.
After Osvald’s death, he had sought out Caelith.
He still remembered the day he arrived. She had stood at the doorway and looked at him with eyes full of sadness.
Then, without suspicion or fear, she had asked a simple question.
"Have you eaten?"
At the time, he felt his mind going blank. No one had ever asked him that before. No one.
Later, she had placed food into his bowl and told him to eat more.
Later still, she had discovered his wounds.
Her eyes had reddened with worry, yet her hands had remained steady while she bandaged him.
And then there had been that night. The night she had clung to his arm. The night she had pressed her face against him and whispered that he felt cool.
He had known she mistook him for someone else. He had known every moment.
Yet his heart had raced so fiercely that it frightened him. Nothing in his life had ever affected him that way.
Slowly, he lowered his head. His fingers tightened.
Marina’s voice continued circling inside his mind.
"You help me, and I help you."
"If you refuse, your identity becomes known."
He was not afraid of death. Never had been. But he was terrified of anything happening to her.
Lifting his head once more, he looked toward the moon.
Its silver light illuminated his face. And with it came another memory.
Caelith’s gaze after she began avoiding him.
The uncertainty in her eyes.
The hesitation.
The complicated emotions she tried so hard to hide.
Every glance had cut deeper than any blade.
She knew. At least part of her knew. She knew the person who had remained beside her that night was him.
And because she knew, she no longer understood how to face him.
The truth was that neither did he. Yet despite everything, he could not leave.
He could not walk away.
The thought of doing so felt unbearable.
He leaned his head back against the rough bark of the tree and closed his eyes.
The night wind drifted through the courtyard.
Cool and restless.
Time passed unnoticed.
He did not know how long he remained there.
Only that when the eastern horizon finally began to pale with the approach of dawn, he rose from his place beneath the tree.
Slowly, he walked toward the rear courtyard, stopping outside her room.
The windows remained dark. The lamp inside had not yet been lit.
Erian rested his shoulder against the wall beside the doorway.
And there, in the final moments before sunrise, he listened to the battle raging within his own heart.
One voice repeated the same warning.
You cannot harm her.
You cannot become the reason her life is ruined.
But another voice whispered something far more dangerous.
Stay close to her.
Just once more.
Just a little longer.
Just this once.
Erian closed his eyes, waiting for the dawn.
Waiting for the first light to spill across the courtyard.
Waiting for a future that seemed to be slipping farther from his grasp with every passing day.
