My Family's Secret Website

Chapter 19: Chapter 19 - The Widow Wants to Confess 3

We continued to live as usual, but my heart had changed.

The image that Sohen showed me in front of that man made me look at my son differently.

At that moment, the fifteen-year-old boy looked like... a beast.

Sohen had always been a sweet and even shy boy, but in front of that man, he appeared as... an alpha-predator who dominates others and protects his property.

My son is very responsible and has proven it many times, but during that incident, he showed that he would protect me not only financially but also physically.

For the first time in a very long time, my heart was racing, my breathing became heavier, and being around my son only intensified the new feelings that were getting out of control with each passing moment.

I had never felt anything like this before and began to ask my friends and colleagues for advice about my condition, and they all responded with only one thing: that Karin... was in love...

...

"Mother falls in love with son"— that’s the plot of some book about incest.

(Had I really started to see something more in my son?)

Karin understood that her feelings were wrong because she was his mother and Sohen was her son, even though they were only related by surname.

There were several other issues that Karin considered significant and prevented her from being with Sohen as anything more than mother and son.

She was concerned about his feelings and felt a certain inferiority complex about their social status, age, and several other factors.

(Does Sohen like women who are similar to me?)

...

Over time, Karin accepted the fact that she liked Sochen as a man and no longer worried about her feelings for him, but did Sochen really like his own mother as a woman...

Time passed, and with it, Sohen grew, now looking even more masculine and attractive.

In a few years, Sohen began to look almost like a professional athlete with the appearance of a celebrity, and only further seduced his mother’s heart.

He became financially stable, gave us expensive gifts, and promised all three women in the house that we could now forget about formal work, enjoy life, and relax as much as we wanted.

His investment projects were successful, and he made it clear to us that the money he had earned and would continue to earn would be enough to ensure that we would have no financial problems for the rest of our lives.

I liked his confident tone, but I had lived too long to understand how unstable life can be.

In the end, I had to quit my job, though not on my own initiative.

At first, it was hard without a formal job, but over time it became easier, and I really began to enjoy life in a new way.

I spent more time with my family and became interested in online earnings, which theoretically could provide enough money to support our lifestyle, but I couldn’t find anything worthwhile, except for paid live yoga classes for other women.

When I started spending more time on the internet, I became interested in something very dirty and indecent... erotic books and porn.

I read my first erotic book when I was about sixteen, and I didn’t like it at all because the genre itself didn’t suit me.

Almost fifteen years passed, and that’s when I realized... I just needed to look for something else that I could really enjoy, instead of criticizing this whole part of the adult entertainment industry.

After all that time reading many erotic books, I liked stories where mature women seduced young men or mature women seduced young men themselves.

All those stories of different people, some of which were written from real experiences, began to stick in my head, and I myself began to fantasize about being in the place of those women who were being roughly fucked by their young lovers.

With each fantasy, the silhouette of my son appeared, fucking me at every opportunity.

My lonely hole between my legs was burning and at the same time too wet.

Fantasies began to turn into dreams and desires.

The "incest" genre became my favorite, and similar stories showed me that there are many women like me who dream of being intimate partners with their sons.

Porn also interested me, and I started watching different types of videos where the main character was alone with his stepmother or mother-in-law, for example, and fucked them in every possible hole, but there was something that bothered Karin a little...

I was ashamed to accept the news that I liked videos and even erotic books where alpha males dominated women....

...

In my teenage years, I noticed that I liked certain things related to domination when my mother yelled at me for the first time for my behavior.

It seemed like a normal reaction when a child doesn’t listen to their parents for personal reasons, but when my mother slapped my buttocks for the first time, I felt some strange but pleasant sensations and did it several times afterwards so that she would repeat it again.

I began to enjoy it, but eventually my mother noticed that something was wrong with me, and we had a conversation about my behavior at that time.

My mother clearly explained that preferences for such things would be considered unacceptable and that it was deviant behavior.

I immediately understood her words and stopped provoking my mother, but eventually, years later, I became interested in my... wrong preferences again.

Ordinary stories or videos about ordinary sex did not interest me, and I began to focus all my attention on domination.

Watching her stepson rape her was a real treat for my eyes, and my body began to respond to it as well.

To be in those women’s shoes and become sex slaves to their sons... it’s an incredible feeling!

(How I want Sohen to burst into my room and make me his personal toilet for his cum...)

Sohen is now a grown man and is probably interested in girls, so fantasizing about him at his age was no longer something too forbidden.

Karin would have given everything, even her mother or daughter, to feel Sohen’s love, and it wouldn’t even matter if he had a small penis — her love for him was boundless.

Karin kept her fantasies in her head for several years until one episode in her life.

One day, my mother and I went to his room because we needed his help, and we saw it...

- (Runo). "Wow... Sohen... It’s huge..."

The two of us entered his room, and it was close to evening, and then I saw Sochen, who was sleeping on his bed fully clothed, but there was something that surprised us very much...

- (Me). "Mom... This... This... Haah..."

Sohen was sleeping on his back, and his head was turned away, so we couldn’t see him, but on the lower part of his body, we saw it... his massive, thick penis, which we could see very clearly even through his pants.

Finding out that Sohen had a large penis was incredible news for Karin.

She became even more convinced that Sohen was the ideal man, but the fact that he had a large penis weakened Karin’s rationalism. freēwēbnovel.com

We were both fascinated by his massive "snake," but I was also surprised by my mother’s reaction as she looked at Sohen... just like me.

My thoughts were about lust, and I saw the same thing in my mother, so I couldn’t ask...

- (Me). "Mom, are you okay? You have a string of saliva coming out of your mouth..."

- (Runo). "What? Oh! It seems... my brain has stopped working at the sight... of my grandson’s cute face, ha ha..."

- (Me). "Really? Well, okay..."

I’ve known my mother all my life and this is the first time I’ve seen her face like this.

She is a religious person who was famous for her attitude towards men.

For 30 years, Runo criticized men and was somewhat sexist, but she was always extremely kind and friendly to Sohen.

My mother always liked Sohen and even took it upon herself to wake him up in the morning.

Neither Phoebe nor I understood this, and it seemed strange to me, but we didn’t pay much attention to it and let her do it.

Sohen himself also often complimented my mother, and to a certain extent, I was even jealous and still am.

(Could it be that my mother also sees something more in Sohen than just a relative?)

I thought about it for a few seconds, but eventually calmed down and tried to come to my senses so that Sohen could really help us.

My mother also seemed to have returned to rationality and woke up my son, and then he himself helped move my and Runo’s things to other places, and also repaired our TV in the living room, which for some reason had stopped working.

Today’s event was strange, and I myself have many new questions about my mother’s true relationship with Sohen, but Karin learned something new about her son and became even more interested in intimacy with him.

Over the next few years, she fantasized and planned to make the first moves so that Sohen would learn a little more about his mother and finally be able to conquer her soul, but feelings of insecurity still haunted her and prevented her from taking the first step... At least until the moment when Sohen saw her body in the new robe that Karin had recently bought.